i suck at LJ
so i officially suck at keeping this thing updated. its already been almost a month since i last wrote in here!! well not a lot has happened, i keep getting really drunk and blacking out.. doing stupid shit.. i need to quit that. i went to court last friday and got assigned a public defender. now i go on july 10th to meet him, and my hearing is july 23, my 20th birthday! shitty shitty luck huh. i duno, im worried about it, i hope everything goes good. besides that... i duno... boy problems, of course... my life isnt complete without them. havent talked to heather, last she told me they were moving back to new york, and i havent heard from her since. probably for the best though. the things she was doing to that baby were horrible. i should have called CPS but i dont have the nerve. shes gona have to live with it though if that baby is fucked up. anyways me and my mom arent talking.. at all... not even looking at each other. long story, but i got too drunk and shes pissed. she has no right to be though, she gets drunk ALL THE TIME! HAMMERED!! its not fair how its ok for her and not for me. i dont talk to skye anymore, i believe he hates me. fuck boys though. they can blow me.