Jun 13, 2011 23:44
12 june came and went by in a flash. It was a special day because it marks our 4 years 8 months together and it was also the day my sister officially got married. Well, it feels a little funny (for the lack of a better description) that my sister is now officially part of someone else's family. It's been several years since she stayed with her boyfriend and now husband, but it's still different. I guess it's all in my head.
It's the first time someone this close to me got married. DUH! it's either my sister or my brother right? It's not even the same when my closer cousins got married. For once my family acted like a proper family. My parents did stuff together and the house was all nice and cosy. Many people came over. I don't remember having so many people at home before since we usually go over to people's homes during CNY and Christmas. I enjoyed myself, now that everything is over, I'm having this funny feeling. It's almost like post-holiday blues. Well, life goes on.
I guess this post-holiday feeling is amplified because I'm going to court soon. I am absolutely terrified at the thought of it. I have to churn out my court report within 3 days. It's technically impossible since I'm awaiting the report of another agency to input that into my report. I keep having this "OMG OMG" thing in my head. I hope I don't embarrass myself in front of the panel and the Judge.