breakdown.
So i've finally started this essay that WAS due on friday, but now is due on monday (but only for me...and it's not due on monday, i'm handing it in late). ugdjfksdhlfh
My own fault
But that's okay, i don't lose a lot of percentage, so it's worth it if i can write a better essay
I was worried about finding like 8 good articles, but now i have about 40....so i have to go through them and pick an choose, i'm in the middle of writing my intro
i have today, and i still have tomorrow to work on it as well
Jess just called me and asked me to come to the trash tongiht, so i think i'll go for a bit..i'm not drinking so i figure i'll go and then when i get home if i'm not tired i'l do more work. I've got things planned out in my head so hopefully it will all go over quite well
I was suposed to get up early today and do this, but i woke up with yet another migraine...somebody up there hates my guts. hopefully that day will be tomorrow? Who knows, i'm so off these days, i don't kno wwaht my deal is
I also had a mini emotional breakdown on the phone with my mom today about what to do after school. I think i'm goign to have to go to graduate school..i didn't think i was goign to, but now i think i just have to...to get my masters
UGH
graduate school is SO FUCKING HARD TO GET INTO and my marks are not up to it right now. I'm prety sure they never will be, but the only thing i can do is be smarter or something.
my teacher went over all the stuff for graduate school and there's a website which names then all and how many peopel apply for your program and how many peopel get in (i guess i would be applyign to get into clinical counselling or something)...and all teh schools have a b+ average, (which is not that bad i guess), but about 300 people apply to each program and about 20 people get accepted.
My teacher told us that the only way to get in is to contact a teacher at the school and basically be their copy-cat forever and get the "ins" to the schoool.
i'm freaking out
what's the point of goign to university for 4 years if it wont' get you anywyere. i should have just ended with highschool, becuase if i dont' get my masters i'm basically screwed..
it's al the same
dfkasjdfk;lasdhflkdsf
i don't know why i'm in prime freakout mode today.
but i'm halfway through my 3rd year and am just now figuring out this stuff.
My own fault
But that's okay, i don't lose a lot of percentage, so it's worth it if i can write a better essay
I was worried about finding like 8 good articles, but now i have about 40....so i have to go through them and pick an choose, i'm in the middle of writing my intro
i have today, and i still have tomorrow to work on it as well
Jess just called me and asked me to come to the trash tongiht, so i think i'll go for a bit..i'm not drinking so i figure i'll go and then when i get home if i'm not tired i'l do more work. I've got things planned out in my head so hopefully it will all go over quite well
I was suposed to get up early today and do this, but i woke up with yet another migraine...somebody up there hates my guts. hopefully that day will be tomorrow? Who knows, i'm so off these days, i don't kno wwaht my deal is
I also had a mini emotional breakdown on the phone with my mom today about what to do after school. I think i'm goign to have to go to graduate school..i didn't think i was goign to, but now i think i just have to...to get my masters
UGH
graduate school is SO FUCKING HARD TO GET INTO and my marks are not up to it right now. I'm prety sure they never will be, but the only thing i can do is be smarter or something.
my teacher went over all the stuff for graduate school and there's a website which names then all and how many peopel apply for your program and how many peopel get in (i guess i would be applyign to get into clinical counselling or something)...and all teh schools have a b+ average, (which is not that bad i guess), but about 300 people apply to each program and about 20 people get accepted.
My teacher told us that the only way to get in is to contact a teacher at the school and basically be their copy-cat forever and get the "ins" to the schoool.
i'm freaking out
what's the point of goign to university for 4 years if it wont' get you anywyere. i should have just ended with highschool, becuase if i dont' get my masters i'm basically screwed..
it's al the same
dfkasjdfk;lasdhflkdsf
i don't know why i'm in prime freakout mode today.
but i'm halfway through my 3rd year and am just now figuring out this stuff.