I wanna RP
And you know what? I am SICK of all the RPs out there that focus so much on a set plot and length. A character cannot possibly grow in a setting like that, mine haven't. I am just so tired of putting my all into a concept and then having it stifiled.
I miss the freeformness of sites like
twentyseventeen
Even though my life prevented me from pursuing that to the extent I wanted, which it seems to do every time I find a place like this and love it too dearly. I feel like something somewhere is trying to keep me from expressing myself in the forms I choose, because the only thing I have available to me that I truly love are my comic stories, and I'm no even fully equipped for pursing those!
I never really understood pain until now.
To not be creative as much as I have been all of my life is painful.
And there's really nothing I can do about it.