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Hey so I'm back for another interval of journals. Hope you LIKEY.
So, lets see, the craziness that is my life has come down to the following details that you must know in order to keep up:
1- My mom's been in the hospital for a week or so now with double pneumonia ( in both lungs). And then Sunday she called to tell me that they found that her heart is double the size it should be because its filled with fluid surrounding it and she has to get that fluid removed somehow.
2- About 20 min later, my grandma calls me to tell me that a tree fell on my house because of the storm. Hm, not much damage tho.
3- Me and Dave have been getting in fights about not seeing each other and then he comes over and makes me happy and leaves.
4- I got yelled at because dumbasses john dylan, andrew, kevin ross and bothwell, and carter and whoever else came to my house and i locked them out and left them here because i told them i had to go and i didnt wanna deal with them (while my dad was out of town and my mom in the hospital) and they left their fucking beer on my ROOF. I hate them right now.
5- I hate my dad.
6- My rooms dirty and its annoying
7- I get paid every two weeks so i never have money.
8- To top it all off, we don't have enough money to home school me so im gonna end up being in 10th grade again prolly. Fucking cunt.
OK so now you know. Good thing is that im going to the beach with hope. But it's sad cuz hannah cant go cuz hope doesnt wanna feel left out.
my life is falling apart. yet im such a happy person i cant ever think about it but im afraid thats gonna kill me from the inside without me knowing.
damn fuck shit ass bitch
So, lets see, the craziness that is my life has come down to the following details that you must know in order to keep up:
1- My mom's been in the hospital for a week or so now with double pneumonia ( in both lungs). And then Sunday she called to tell me that they found that her heart is double the size it should be because its filled with fluid surrounding it and she has to get that fluid removed somehow.
2- About 20 min later, my grandma calls me to tell me that a tree fell on my house because of the storm. Hm, not much damage tho.
3- Me and Dave have been getting in fights about not seeing each other and then he comes over and makes me happy and leaves.
4- I got yelled at because dumbasses john dylan, andrew, kevin ross and bothwell, and carter and whoever else came to my house and i locked them out and left them here because i told them i had to go and i didnt wanna deal with them (while my dad was out of town and my mom in the hospital) and they left their fucking beer on my ROOF. I hate them right now.
5- I hate my dad.
6- My rooms dirty and its annoying
7- I get paid every two weeks so i never have money.
8- To top it all off, we don't have enough money to home school me so im gonna end up being in 10th grade again prolly. Fucking cunt.
OK so now you know. Good thing is that im going to the beach with hope. But it's sad cuz hannah cant go cuz hope doesnt wanna feel left out.
my life is falling apart. yet im such a happy person i cant ever think about it but im afraid thats gonna kill me from the inside without me knowing.
damn fuck shit ass bitch