Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated...
Life's like this
Dave's so confusing and bipolar. One minute he'll be so freakin jealous of some guy i said hey to or something and the next he's stopping by for 2 min. and then he has other plans that he can't tell me about. I trust him. I have to. But i wouldn't be suprised if something weird was going on. I mean i met this guy 2 months ago- i hardly know him. But I love him when he's not pulling some gay shit.
"just call me when you want me to come back over" he said. oh ok well just answer your phone when i do jackass.
Part of me hopes that john comes back a totally different guy and makes me fall in love with him so i can leave dave. Another part of me wishes that I can put up with dave long enough for him to really fall for me so ill have him on the hook and wont have to worry about him being gay anymore
.... i doubt that'll happen.
I'm thinking about just breaking up with him now and getting it over with. I mean he's such an ass. Last night I showed him this funny madlib i did online and he said " all i did was read the first line and realized that my girlfriend is the biggest dumbass in the world". That enough should make me realize how i need to dump him. But i cant cuz its like he makes up for it when we're together.... or does he? ARGH
so as far as everything else that makes life complicated-
I called Jessica at Kaleidoscopes today and asked her if they we open tomorrow for me to paint the mural cuz i feel sick and she said "yeah do you just wanna take over the store cuz its prolly gonna be slow so you can paint"... how confusing.. was it me or didnt she say she was taking me off the schedule?? I told her once again that I had no idea about Thur. But i can only say that so many times.
Laura and Hannah stopped by to get the vodka that john dylan left here last night, and jake moore and patrick poolatta from walker were with them. Laura asked if i felt bad and i said "yeah my throat hurts and stuff" and she said "yeah you look sick" and jake agreed. POO why cant i be a hot girl who never looks sick and looks hot.
I need money. I wish my family was rich. I spend too much when i get my paychecks. Im gonna take some stuff back tho.
I signed up for this thing with Hands on Atlanta for me to pledge 100 hours of volunteer work, and you get to do different things like clean up parks and play with animals at shelters and stuff. Im supposed to go to this orientation thing on tuesday night. I really want someone to do it with so lemme know if ur free. we'd have fun and its for a good cause.
Leave me a love note- in these saddest of times-
xo-jenn
Dave's so confusing and bipolar. One minute he'll be so freakin jealous of some guy i said hey to or something and the next he's stopping by for 2 min. and then he has other plans that he can't tell me about. I trust him. I have to. But i wouldn't be suprised if something weird was going on. I mean i met this guy 2 months ago- i hardly know him. But I love him when he's not pulling some gay shit.
"just call me when you want me to come back over" he said. oh ok well just answer your phone when i do jackass.
Part of me hopes that john comes back a totally different guy and makes me fall in love with him so i can leave dave. Another part of me wishes that I can put up with dave long enough for him to really fall for me so ill have him on the hook and wont have to worry about him being gay anymore
.... i doubt that'll happen.
I'm thinking about just breaking up with him now and getting it over with. I mean he's such an ass. Last night I showed him this funny madlib i did online and he said " all i did was read the first line and realized that my girlfriend is the biggest dumbass in the world". That enough should make me realize how i need to dump him. But i cant cuz its like he makes up for it when we're together.... or does he? ARGH
so as far as everything else that makes life complicated-
I called Jessica at Kaleidoscopes today and asked her if they we open tomorrow for me to paint the mural cuz i feel sick and she said "yeah do you just wanna take over the store cuz its prolly gonna be slow so you can paint"... how confusing.. was it me or didnt she say she was taking me off the schedule?? I told her once again that I had no idea about Thur. But i can only say that so many times.
Laura and Hannah stopped by to get the vodka that john dylan left here last night, and jake moore and patrick poolatta from walker were with them. Laura asked if i felt bad and i said "yeah my throat hurts and stuff" and she said "yeah you look sick" and jake agreed. POO why cant i be a hot girl who never looks sick and looks hot.
I need money. I wish my family was rich. I spend too much when i get my paychecks. Im gonna take some stuff back tho.
I signed up for this thing with Hands on Atlanta for me to pledge 100 hours of volunteer work, and you get to do different things like clean up parks and play with animals at shelters and stuff. Im supposed to go to this orientation thing on tuesday night. I really want someone to do it with so lemme know if ur free. we'd have fun and its for a good cause.
Leave me a love note- in these saddest of times-
xo-jenn