a dark bright morning
It was SO dark outside this morning but
I woke up feeling more hopeful than I have of late. Mainly due to a good nights sleep (last night with hotwater bottle at my feet and hot chocolate in my belly) and many delicious dreams about swimming (so, sexy) and this time not alone in the water....
and before I slept I had read a long and relaxing, if slightly surreal vampire story aloud, and had spent the evening chatting with bosker, eating yummy food, and reading "The Bottoming Book". More about that elsewhere probably.
and during the afternoon before the evening I had spent the afternoon beginning to build bridges back to a friendship that I thought was lost.
So this morning I feel renewed energy, from a lightening/more positive emotion and a physically tough day at the gym. And I feel more confident about my ability to be who I need to/want to be profesionally. I enjoy my course, I love learning, and I like the fact I put myself under pressure to perform at my best, but sometimes I take it to extremes. Need to chill a bit academically, and remember that I'm only, in the words of my handbook " a fledgling professional".
Does that mean I'll learn to fly?
I woke up feeling more hopeful than I have of late. Mainly due to a good nights sleep (last night with hotwater bottle at my feet and hot chocolate in my belly) and many delicious dreams about swimming (so, sexy) and this time not alone in the water....
and before I slept I had read a long and relaxing, if slightly surreal vampire story aloud, and had spent the evening chatting with bosker, eating yummy food, and reading "The Bottoming Book". More about that elsewhere probably.
and during the afternoon before the evening I had spent the afternoon beginning to build bridges back to a friendship that I thought was lost.
So this morning I feel renewed energy, from a lightening/more positive emotion and a physically tough day at the gym. And I feel more confident about my ability to be who I need to/want to be profesionally. I enjoy my course, I love learning, and I like the fact I put myself under pressure to perform at my best, but sometimes I take it to extremes. Need to chill a bit academically, and remember that I'm only, in the words of my handbook " a fledgling professional".
Does that mean I'll learn to fly?