Well I am single now
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:14:39 AM): well it takes you awhile to smoke.
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:15:27 AM): do you really love the pillows or somthing?
Zdargh (12:16:17 AM): I don' tlove them
Zdargh (12:16:27 AM): I think you have to watch the anime
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:16:30 AM): you "like" them
Zdargh (12:16:39 AM): to link some of the music to what you saw
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:16:50 AM): ?
Zdargh (12:16:50 AM): yeah
Zdargh (12:16:56 AM): what?
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:17:01 AM): so how did you hear of themm
Zdargh (12:17:13 AM): I looked them up after I saw the anime
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:17:14 AM): i have never knew you liked
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:17:18 AM): oh really
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:17:22 AM): what movie??
Zdargh (12:17:29 AM): FLCL
Zdargh (12:17:32 AM): I just told you
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:17:39 AM): alright
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:17:42 AM): wellthats cool
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:18:45 AM): i dont think you told me?
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:18:52 AM): sorry
Zdargh (12:18:56 AM): I just typed it out
Zdargh (12:19:06 AM): oh
Zdargh (12:19:16 AM): I think it signed you out while I was telling you
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:19:25 AM): well i think they are gay
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:19:29 AM): sorry!
Zdargh (12:19:37 AM): the pillows?
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:19:39 AM): yeah
Zdargh (12:19:44 AM): haha
Zdargh (12:19:46 AM): that's okay
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:19:51 AM): yyyeeep
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:20:28 AM): so what is FCFL
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:20:30 AM): about
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:20:54 AM): so what song is in the movie?
Zdargh (12:20:58 AM): this kid who meets this crazy girl that is actually alien
Zdargh (12:21:19 AM): and she uses him to transport machines over from a alien conquerer place
Zdargh (12:21:30 AM): through his head, stuff literally comes outa his head
Zdargh (12:21:46 AM): I have to listen to the songs again
Zdargh (12:21:50 AM): and find whcih ones
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:22:01 AM): right
Zdargh (12:22:09 AM): what's the matter?
Zdargh (12:23:11 AM): ride on a shooting star
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:23:21 AM): i already
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:23:23 AM): looked it up
Zdargh (12:23:34 AM): hybrid rainbow
Zdargh (12:23:35 AM): oh
Zdargh (12:23:42 AM): so.. what's the matter?
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:23:48 AM): ?
Zdargh (12:23:57 AM): you seem almost mad
Zdargh (12:24:01 AM): I told you about this
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:24:05 AM): ?
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:24:18 AM): i should just go to bed
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:24:22 AM): good night
Zdargh (12:24:25 AM): okay
Zdargh (12:24:27 AM): night
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:24:30 AM): buh bye.
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:32:12 AM): this shit is bananas aswut
Zdargh (12:32:20 AM): what?
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:32:26 AM): thiisss shiit
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:32:31 AM): nananannaan
Zdargh (12:32:52 AM): what's your problem?
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:32:56 AM): nothing
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:33:01 AM): i ate to much cake..
Zdargh (12:33:17 AM): why are you being a jerk?
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:33:24 AM): I dont think i am
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:33:25 AM): ..
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:33:32 AM): eh?
Zdargh (12:33:38 AM): okay
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:33:57 AM): do you just not wanna talk to me.
Zdargh (12:34:09 AM): I was just talking with you
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:34:16 AM): okay good
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:34:36 AM): so what are you doing.. other thenlistening to the pillows
Zdargh (12:35:07 AM): checking email and stuff
Zdargh (12:35:18 AM): about to continue drawing
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:35:37 AM): ok
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:35:41 AM): then..
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:36:02 AM): so ur not gunna talk?
Zdargh (12:37:08 AM): you just said you're going to bed
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:37:13 AM): i cant sleep
Zdargh (12:37:32 AM): then why'd you say you're going?
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:37:38 AM): cause i thought i was
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:37:47 AM): but then
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:37:51 AM): nah
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:38:13 AM): WEEEEEELLLLLLLL
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:38:14 AM): then
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:38:18 AM): such its a huge deal
Zdargh (12:38:22 AM): do you even love me anymore?
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:38:23 AM): ill leave you to ur emailies
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:39:01 AM): Well.. I do.
Zdargh (12:39:16 AM): what am I doing wrong then?
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:39:42 AM): I tried to have a conversation last night with you
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:40:13 AM): Do you really love me?
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:40:17 AM): still
Zdargh (12:40:44 AM): you seem more distant and I do everything wrong
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:41:05 AM): Because i seem lik ei do everything wrong
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:41:07 AM): and it gets to me
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:41:26 AM): Do you?
Zdargh (12:41:28 AM): what do you do wrong?
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:42:11 AM): not to show ur love to me
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:42:20 AM): and be kind..
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:42:46 AM): Do you still love me?
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:43:12 AM): .. eh
Zdargh (12:43:19 AM): I guess
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:43:36 AM): what do you mea you guess...
Zdargh (12:43:51 AM): just tired of constantly argueing
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:44:38 AM): well i love you.
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:44:49 AM): and i guess i cant mak eyou happy..
Zdargh (12:44:57 AM): that's bullshit
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:44:58 AM): and i beat myself
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:45:00 AM): up for hta
Zdargh (12:45:16 AM): stop assuming crap like that
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:45:39 AM): i dont feel good. anymore
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:46:35 AM): right now.
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:46:49 AM): i dont want you to guess you love me..
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:46:51 AM): and that hurts
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:46:53 AM): so much
Zdargh (12:47:32 AM): what's gona happen if I go to school in la or san diego?
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:47:51 AM): are you just trying to break up with me?
Zdargh (12:47:58 AM): are we just gona have these crappy talks about how we're not happy and that we don't talk?
Zdargh (12:48:21 AM): it's just been on my mind
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:49:19 AM): i dont want you to just forget about me..
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:49:27 AM): i want you to be happy
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:49:38 AM): but ill be mad if you are so far away..
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:49:53 AM): i want you to just love to talk to me
Zdargh (12:51:23 AM): I know I said I would go to portland if I got the chance
Zdargh (12:51:34 AM): but I honestly odn't want to be in oregon anymore
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:51:45 AM): so you dont wanna be with me..
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:51:48 AM): anymore
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:52:20 AM): please do it for me
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:52:29 AM): i was gunna move with you
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:52:35 AM): i would do anything for you.
Zdargh (12:52:38 AM): move to portland?
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:52:38 AM): omg
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:52:40 AM): whatever
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:52:48 AM): this hurts to much
Zdargh (12:53:06 AM): I don't want you to feel like you're getting dragged everywhere
Zdargh (12:53:12 AM): just because i want to go somewhere
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:53:34 AM): i dont know hwat to tell you
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:53:40 AM): i want to be with you.
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:53:42 AM): and be happy.
Zdargh (12:53:51 AM): we're not that happy though
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:54:02 AM): okay.
Zdargh (12:54:21 AM): I don't want to be long distance forever
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:54:33 AM): so you want to break up with me..
Zdargh (12:54:33 AM): and I don't want to get married ever
Zdargh (12:54:47 AM): I want to know how you really feel
Zdargh (12:54:52 AM): and what we're gona do
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:55:07 AM): well you need to stop putting a front on with me
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:55:11 AM): and stop being fake..
Zdargh (12:55:20 AM): how am I being fake?
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:55:36 AM): you dont think you have been being fake.
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:55:43 AM): aswut i wanna be with you
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:55:50 AM): but i can never seem
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:55:55 AM): to
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:55:57 AM): im sorry.
Zdargh (12:56:07 AM): stop saying you're sorry
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:56:09 AM): and if you go to la.. i guess we will break up.
Zdargh (12:56:21 AM): I'm not a person worth beating yourself up over
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:56:21 AM): if that id what you want.
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:56:26 AM): okay
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:56:26 AM): then
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:56:29 AM): i am going to go.
Zdargh (12:56:34 AM): no
Zdargh (12:56:39 AM): we're still talking
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:56:40 AM): aswut
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:56:56 AM): i am crying .. and im scared and i know you dont love me
Zdargh (12:57:13 AM): I'm just not sure anymore, because I've fucked up so many times
Zdargh (12:57:35 AM): I'm never able to make things good by you and just keep fucking up
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:57:53 AM): so tell me how do you fuck up..
Zdargh (12:58:28 AM): getting a dui, not being successful, no job, we weren't able to move to portland together, I couldn't get shit together to go to new york with you
Zdargh (12:58:41 AM): a lot of things
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:59:10 AM): Well.. i stayed with you
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (12:59:16 AM): and you dont think i love you.
Zdargh (12:59:37 AM): you always get mad because I have nothing to say
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:00:40 AM): well can you find somthing to say..
Zdargh (1:00:41 AM): when I go to school, it will be most likely in LA or san diego because those are better schools for me... I'm just gona fuck up again with you
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:00:43 AM): and not get mad
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:00:56 AM): okay aswut
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:01:01 AM): its what you want.
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:01:14 AM): ?
Zdargh (1:01:14 AM): yeah and what about you?
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:01:23 AM): no
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:01:25 AM): i am hurt
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:01:27 AM): really bad
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:03:02 AM): okay... i am going to go.
Zdargh (1:03:05 AM): wait
Zdargh (1:03:13 AM): there's nothing good about me
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:03:18 AM): stop
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:03:21 AM): putting ur self down
Zdargh (1:03:32 AM): well it's absolutely true
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:03:35 AM): no
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:03:36 AM): its not.
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:03:45 AM): but if thats the way ur gnna feel
Zdargh (1:03:48 AM): I've gotten concentrate on fixing my problems
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:03:49 AM): then i cant change that
Zdargh (1:04:02 AM): and while I'm doing that, you're not happy
Zdargh (1:04:09 AM): what do you want me to do?
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:04:17 AM): well you gotta let me know things are alright between me and you
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:04:27 AM): and i feel like ur dont wanna talk to me
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:04:47 AM): i want you to work with me and dont forget that you are in a realtionship
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:04:59 AM): with somebody who has there time and heart put in this.
Zdargh (1:05:28 AM): I want you to focus on yourself
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:05:33 AM): i am
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:05:45 AM): and this means we are broken up
Zdargh (1:06:16 AM): I'm sorry.
CrossmyHeartx3x3 (1:06:25 AM): okay goodbye.