This makes me wanna cry, but ill shed no tears....
I don't understand why some people have to blow things out of proportion, make a big fuss over little things, or jump to god awful conclusions....Do the friends i thought i had want to bring me down? Do they understand that even though im keeping quiet, that what they say really does bother me in the end...i try to let it pass by...but sometimes things sting too much to go away in the blink of an eye....
....I've tried calling, but ive been busy with my new job, school, church-type things....and then when im not busy, i have tried calling, but either i get no answers or people are already out doing stuff....So how dare tell me that i have my head stuck up someone's ass, becuase i dont, maybe if you all started acting a little more like friends you guys would know what
s been going on, and would understand that im not going to wait around on you all anymore for a phone call to go out and do something...yes i can have other friends, i can hang out with new people, and thats what i do...but you wouldnt know, becuase not one of you all has shown an effort to be around....you havent even given me a chance, you jump to the assumption that im brushing you off....why is that?
can you give me a valid reason for why all you all can do is jump to the damn conclusion that im ignoring you?
Do you all sit there with each other when im not around and talk shit? if you do, what kind of friends are you? I know im not perfect, i make mistakes, and yes ive made plenty....
Brian, look...yes i had no place in telling you about your own relationships..b/c im not you, and even if i thought it was one thing, its not my place, i understand that now, ive understood that for a while...and i dropped everything and didnt ask one question of you when u told me u didnt want tto talk to me again....and i didnt bring any of it up for a long time beacuse i respected that fact that it was dropped, and then you go off and write that libelious journal entry that you for one should have enough sense to know that, that decision is about stupid...becuase in the same sense that i should have known my place and not tell you how u felt or didnt feel, you should know that maybe i felt that you were bringing me down.....maybe thats what i saw.....its the same thing....and yes we are all hypocrites but hopefully we can learn from our mistakes....
.....so before you all jump to conclusions, how about you talk to me for even 15 minutes, or maybe try to be the least bit understanding, thats what friends are supposed to do.......
....I've tried calling, but ive been busy with my new job, school, church-type things....and then when im not busy, i have tried calling, but either i get no answers or people are already out doing stuff....So how dare tell me that i have my head stuck up someone's ass, becuase i dont, maybe if you all started acting a little more like friends you guys would know what
s been going on, and would understand that im not going to wait around on you all anymore for a phone call to go out and do something...yes i can have other friends, i can hang out with new people, and thats what i do...but you wouldnt know, becuase not one of you all has shown an effort to be around....you havent even given me a chance, you jump to the assumption that im brushing you off....why is that?
can you give me a valid reason for why all you all can do is jump to the damn conclusion that im ignoring you?
Do you all sit there with each other when im not around and talk shit? if you do, what kind of friends are you? I know im not perfect, i make mistakes, and yes ive made plenty....
Brian, look...yes i had no place in telling you about your own relationships..b/c im not you, and even if i thought it was one thing, its not my place, i understand that now, ive understood that for a while...and i dropped everything and didnt ask one question of you when u told me u didnt want tto talk to me again....and i didnt bring any of it up for a long time beacuse i respected that fact that it was dropped, and then you go off and write that libelious journal entry that you for one should have enough sense to know that, that decision is about stupid...becuase in the same sense that i should have known my place and not tell you how u felt or didnt feel, you should know that maybe i felt that you were bringing me down.....maybe thats what i saw.....its the same thing....and yes we are all hypocrites but hopefully we can learn from our mistakes....
.....so before you all jump to conclusions, how about you talk to me for even 15 minutes, or maybe try to be the least bit understanding, thats what friends are supposed to do.......