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it's only a week but i've gotten used to seeing this face everyday, the first thing & the last thing
it's scary feeling so much love because there are all these other feelings that come along with it like jealousy & second guessing & fear
there's a fear of when i will be abandoned in some way
but from that also comes the desire to be thankful, & to treasure & to protect
i want to keep this face happy when it looks at me.
i want him to look at me.
i want you to keep looking at me because i want to keep looking at you.
