Jan 07, 2005 17:18
Laa. I had the FUREAKIEST DREAM 0_o I r post it here, and its copy pasted from when Iwas telling jess, so the 'you' I mention is her..xD
Okay see..it was basiccally, I did something, which I dunno what it was, but it was like really really bad. and if anyone found out, id be like, locked inside the house and homeschooled forever o.o. And one guy, this weirdish dude, somehow knows what I did, and he tells me, and I get full freaked. He makes me dump all my friends, skip school, and do all these weird stunts. theeeeeeen he forces me to come to his house and have sex with him 0.o
nd then Im just full freaked and everything and he keeps making me do ths weird shit, and everyones just screaming at me for acting all weird and stuff, and Im like really lost and confused and whatever. thennnnnnnn two months later I discover Im pregnant 0_o
and Im like really aarghyy now, and I come to you guys online, and I tell you, and you're all just like..'woah'. and Im full blahish, and I decide im going to commit suicide. and I post everything thats happened on Lj, and say that Im going to commit suicide and what not. and all of you aree trying to convince me not to, but I ignore you all. aand I havent told anyone in rl whats happening. I tell
x Jessica ¦ T___T Fine James
you im oging to kill myself tommorow night, and make my sn all like going awayish and just tell everyone on msn i luv them and evrything. and thennnnn you get really freaked, and you make your parents call up my parents, (no idea where you got the number xD) and they talk to my parents, and tell them to please please look at my lj, and your daughters going to kill herself. lmao. and then my parents just think your parents are weirdos, and go like whatevr bye and stuff,but then Ally calls too,full hysterical-ish, after your parents talk to my parents. thats when they deicde to go to the lj, since three people are soundiung so freaked and everything And then like they read it all. o.o and then the scene shifts to the next night when Im in the bathroom with a knife,m and they burst in and stop me and blah. and im jujst screaming and crying and it ends 0_o
x Jessica ¦ T___T Fine James
I woke up in tears. 0_o Weird.
xD And I went to my moms old schoolfriends house today..and they had like this huge garden, and it was like, fun xD