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Nov 03, 2005 22:37

My grandma and grandpa and uncle arthur came by surprise today. Makes me happy and guilty that grandma made an effort in her last big travel to come by even if she gets hurt by my grandma here all the time. Since she probably won't go to my graduation...it makes me feel like I have to make something better for her, since it's probably her last time here. Which is fine, because I love her to death. My dad's parents probably won't make it to my graduation, which makes me sad...but I accept it...my grandma's really sick right now, which makes me sad. *sigh* I don't like her worry about me...and how my grandma here treats us, etc...i can see it puts weight on her. It made me sad when she said..."Such a big house, but you're all so unhappy."
I'm hoping my grandma(mom's mom) doesn't do anything to make her cry this time around...that's the only thing that I'm so scared about right now.
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