so i got a perscription today for celexa (
http://my.webmd.com/content/article/49/40120.htm?lastselectedguid={5FE84E90-BC77-4056-A91C-9531713CA348), it's an anti-depressant. i'm not sure how i feel about it. i mean i'm glad that i'm going on it, but not sure how happy i am that i need it. i want to feel better, i hate feeling like this, but i dunno. it's supposed to take four-six weeks to start working. i want to talk to people right now, but lisa's being anti-social and lauren's out somewheres. i think i'm done with this journal, i'm not even sure how i feel about putting this in here. i just moved it from my other journal to here, i don't want lisa to know. not sure why, i'll tell her eventually, but not right now.