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Cassi sent me a text last night saying `I miss you so much, you have no idea`
I realized being here, as independent as I may be, and always have been I will always need my friends and they need me.
Its amazing how much you come to cherish your relationships more when you go away.
Alyson told me last year when I left for Cali, that if I didnt miss James in that time it wasnt meant to be. I didnt miss him, I never even called him, needless to say I came back home and 2 weeks later we were done.
I miss Cassi, I call lanny at 4 in the morning, I miss Trisha dancing around to Dashboard and claiming she wasnt listening to it. I miss having my sidekick functioning so I can talk to Steph every second of the day. I miss smoke breaks with Fylicia, I miss dancing with Jet, I miss stories about life with Isaac, I miss waking up to Phillip and his smartass comments. I miss Keiths advice. I miss little Sarah and her Smile. I miss Stacy and I antics.
Im ready to have this all back in my life and more, Ive come to appreciate the life I live just a touch more.
I realized being here, as independent as I may be, and always have been I will always need my friends and they need me.
Its amazing how much you come to cherish your relationships more when you go away.
Alyson told me last year when I left for Cali, that if I didnt miss James in that time it wasnt meant to be. I didnt miss him, I never even called him, needless to say I came back home and 2 weeks later we were done.
I miss Cassi, I call lanny at 4 in the morning, I miss Trisha dancing around to Dashboard and claiming she wasnt listening to it. I miss having my sidekick functioning so I can talk to Steph every second of the day. I miss smoke breaks with Fylicia, I miss dancing with Jet, I miss stories about life with Isaac, I miss waking up to Phillip and his smartass comments. I miss Keiths advice. I miss little Sarah and her Smile. I miss Stacy and I antics.
Im ready to have this all back in my life and more, Ive come to appreciate the life I live just a touch more.