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I saw her again today
Her dark eyes piercing thru me,
As always
It's not like it's been an Eternity
But it felt like Forever
It always does
No matter how hard I try
I can't help but miss her
She was in my heart
My mind
My soul
It takes more than time
To forget something like that
But who would want to?
Another Manic day; but there are so few of them these days, it always seems worse when they come. After bombing my solo at District, getting torn to shreds by my conductor, finding out my dad is moving to Mississippi, we're losing our house, my meds have stopped working, and there's still The War, all the civil wars, all the shit. lmao, my life is great compared to everyone else's. but it's days like these when i just want to slip into a little junior high fling and just be a selfish emo bitch; not to be confused with "scene formerly known as emo." those were the days... lol
well, what else is there besides my random bitching that is all that seems to come out of these damn entries that no one ever reads anyway? besides the fact that there's no point to writing this except to be a self-centered bitchface without anything better to do XD
Her dark eyes piercing thru me,
As always
It's not like it's been an Eternity
But it felt like Forever
It always does
No matter how hard I try
I can't help but miss her
She was in my heart
My mind
My soul
It takes more than time
To forget something like that
But who would want to?
Another Manic day; but there are so few of them these days, it always seems worse when they come. After bombing my solo at District, getting torn to shreds by my conductor, finding out my dad is moving to Mississippi, we're losing our house, my meds have stopped working, and there's still The War, all the civil wars, all the shit. lmao, my life is great compared to everyone else's. but it's days like these when i just want to slip into a little junior high fling and just be a selfish emo bitch; not to be confused with "scene formerly known as emo." those were the days... lol
well, what else is there besides my random bitching that is all that seems to come out of these damn entries that no one ever reads anyway? besides the fact that there's no point to writing this except to be a self-centered bitchface without anything better to do XD