do the ends ever truely justify the means?
so, my life is pretty much under control.
got a job, decent grades. getting my liscence. i have over $300 to spend in minnesota. which i leave for in less than 2 weeks. it's all good.
my party was amazing, as was my birthday. 16 is indeed pretty sweet. [lol] a lot of people didn't show up. and a lot of those people were ones i actually wanted there, ones that i had changed the date for. oh well, just a couple thousand dollars on an absolutely tremendous night. we had SOOO much food left over. we gave like, 2 boxes of pizza + cake to the DJ's. we coulda prolly fed an entire 3rd world country. =] i start work on the 12th. waitressing. schweet. =]
on a sour note: mandy's back in the hospital. it didn't really hit me until just a few hours ago that there was the POSSIBILTY of her "not making it." i'm scared, and more than a little depressed. but i'm dealing. it will get better. it has to.
i don't know. i guess you just have to take the good with the bad sometimes.
i just hope it'll balance out.
got a job, decent grades. getting my liscence. i have over $300 to spend in minnesota. which i leave for in less than 2 weeks. it's all good.
my party was amazing, as was my birthday. 16 is indeed pretty sweet. [lol] a lot of people didn't show up. and a lot of those people were ones i actually wanted there, ones that i had changed the date for. oh well, just a couple thousand dollars on an absolutely tremendous night. we had SOOO much food left over. we gave like, 2 boxes of pizza + cake to the DJ's. we coulda prolly fed an entire 3rd world country. =] i start work on the 12th. waitressing. schweet. =]
on a sour note: mandy's back in the hospital. it didn't really hit me until just a few hours ago that there was the POSSIBILTY of her "not making it." i'm scared, and more than a little depressed. but i'm dealing. it will get better. it has to.
i don't know. i guess you just have to take the good with the bad sometimes.
i just hope it'll balance out.