Jan 27, 2005 19:17
i have this computer science class that i want to drop because its overwhelming. when i was in class today i started freaking out and my heart was racing and i wanted to run out of the class. i think that was the first anexity attack i've ever had.
my stomach has been hurting the past couple of days. my dad was asking how it was doing today and i told him it was worse. he joked about it being an ulcer and said that i didn't have anything to be stressed about. i told him about my class and he said he'd back me in whatever i wanted to do. so i've been thinking of switching my major (it's computer science now). i like working with computers and stuff but sometimes it just seems overwhelminig. so i might try to switch my major and hope something better comes up.
its funny how completely different things in life are so closely related
this has been the absolute worse week ever
i wish you could make up your mind. i can't live like this