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Meh...
I'm so... I don't even know. Alright here goes... Katie used to date Chris. Katie lied, was dating others on the side. They had went their seperate ways. I've become friends with chris. JUST FRIENDS and she has been being a royal bitch as of late. Thanksgiving was nice. She said she didn't mind that chris and I were friends and things. He calls tonight [she spent the night] and Katie flips screaming in front of my father that she didn't want us to talk about her and for us to leave her name out of it. We said alright. She moped around the house and stuff acting all pissy. Finally, she plopped herself down in my kitchen and sat at the kitchen table with her head down. After talking to chris for about an hour, I told him I wanted to go and talk to Katie because she was sitting out there all by herself. She must have been waiting for me to say her name as when I did, she jumped right up screaming at me in front of my father and Matt saying I told you to not mention my name You don't know how it feels me losing my boyfriend to my aunt and blah blah blah and just litterally screaming at me within like 2 feet from me. Finally she storms back outside. I was still on the phone with chris practically dumbfounded. I was in tears because not only what she said, but the fact she couldn't use her brain and keep that information to herself until she and I could discuss this alone. Now my business is known throughout my house. After I hung upo with chris, I put on my flip flops and walked outside. She was out there walking up and down my driveway so she was a good 50 feet away from me. I yelled to her to come up onto the porch so we could talk. She ignored me. I go, you didn't have a problem talking to me in front of my father and matt. She ignored me. I go fine if you rather i scream it throughout the neighborhood. She goes for the past 10 minutes I've been punching the tree because I didn't want to fuckin' punch you! Then I was like, whoa, I'm not even going to go there...so I walked back inside and got online. No offense, I like chris and all, but he's someone we met online. I like the fact he gives me attention and buys me things. I'm not looking for this serious long term relationship. Katie acted all broken hearted like he went behind her back and became close to me when she has other boyfriends! Her boyfriend Jason that she's with right now she's been with him for over a year. Yes, it was online but so was chris. Now she can actually see Jason. She plays it like she's this poor innocent little lamb who did nothing wrong and here I am the big whore who got between them. Sorry to say, if she would have just grown up and treated chris how he wanted to be treated she would be where i am now. I'm not dating him. I'm not promising him things. I'm not doing anything. All he wants is a friend. Someone who isn't going to lie to him and be trustworthy. Katie was not. My cousin Matt is taking her home as I typed this. Well whoop de friggin' do. She's going to have to get over it. I'm not one to ruin the friendship and relationship I have with katie over a guy, but she's gone way overboard. It wasn't like I did this purposely just to hurt her. If it wasn't me he became close to it would have been someone else. In a way, sure I sound mean but it's her own fault. she'd use him for money and for this or that but when he needed her to be there for him to talk to him, make him feel worthy of her friendship she wasn't there. She doesn't seem to get that trhough her head. I completely agree with Chris. Katie needs to grow up.
Anyway, on to a lighter note...
I miss Jamie. It's been like a whopping 2 days since I've spoken to him and it's like, Ahhhh! I need to tell him this or that! lol He's the one I spill my guts to before even tying them out here usually. So hopefully I'll get to talk to him tonight or at least by tomorrow.
I was happy until all that crap happend with Katie. Now I'm just so...I can't even put it to wordsmy feelings at this time. A little hurt, embarrassed, angry...I don't know. I've really got something else fo any importance to share. So I guess when I do [which will probably be more katie bullshit] I'll update again.
Adieu
[UPDATE]
Kait was actually sitting right behind me the whole time I was typing this journal. I could have sworn it was my father. I'm brilliant. Anyway, time to see if we can talk about this without her swinging at me. We'll see. I guess I'll be updating a little sooner than I have innitially anticipated.
I'm so... I don't even know. Alright here goes... Katie used to date Chris. Katie lied, was dating others on the side. They had went their seperate ways. I've become friends with chris. JUST FRIENDS and she has been being a royal bitch as of late. Thanksgiving was nice. She said she didn't mind that chris and I were friends and things. He calls tonight [she spent the night] and Katie flips screaming in front of my father that she didn't want us to talk about her and for us to leave her name out of it. We said alright. She moped around the house and stuff acting all pissy. Finally, she plopped herself down in my kitchen and sat at the kitchen table with her head down. After talking to chris for about an hour, I told him I wanted to go and talk to Katie because she was sitting out there all by herself. She must have been waiting for me to say her name as when I did, she jumped right up screaming at me in front of my father and Matt saying I told you to not mention my name You don't know how it feels me losing my boyfriend to my aunt and blah blah blah and just litterally screaming at me within like 2 feet from me. Finally she storms back outside. I was still on the phone with chris practically dumbfounded. I was in tears because not only what she said, but the fact she couldn't use her brain and keep that information to herself until she and I could discuss this alone. Now my business is known throughout my house. After I hung upo with chris, I put on my flip flops and walked outside. She was out there walking up and down my driveway so she was a good 50 feet away from me. I yelled to her to come up onto the porch so we could talk. She ignored me. I go, you didn't have a problem talking to me in front of my father and matt. She ignored me. I go fine if you rather i scream it throughout the neighborhood. She goes for the past 10 minutes I've been punching the tree because I didn't want to fuckin' punch you! Then I was like, whoa, I'm not even going to go there...so I walked back inside and got online. No offense, I like chris and all, but he's someone we met online. I like the fact he gives me attention and buys me things. I'm not looking for this serious long term relationship. Katie acted all broken hearted like he went behind her back and became close to me when she has other boyfriends! Her boyfriend Jason that she's with right now she's been with him for over a year. Yes, it was online but so was chris. Now she can actually see Jason. She plays it like she's this poor innocent little lamb who did nothing wrong and here I am the big whore who got between them. Sorry to say, if she would have just grown up and treated chris how he wanted to be treated she would be where i am now. I'm not dating him. I'm not promising him things. I'm not doing anything. All he wants is a friend. Someone who isn't going to lie to him and be trustworthy. Katie was not. My cousin Matt is taking her home as I typed this. Well whoop de friggin' do. She's going to have to get over it. I'm not one to ruin the friendship and relationship I have with katie over a guy, but she's gone way overboard. It wasn't like I did this purposely just to hurt her. If it wasn't me he became close to it would have been someone else. In a way, sure I sound mean but it's her own fault. she'd use him for money and for this or that but when he needed her to be there for him to talk to him, make him feel worthy of her friendship she wasn't there. She doesn't seem to get that trhough her head. I completely agree with Chris. Katie needs to grow up.
Anyway, on to a lighter note...
I miss Jamie. It's been like a whopping 2 days since I've spoken to him and it's like, Ahhhh! I need to tell him this or that! lol He's the one I spill my guts to before even tying them out here usually. So hopefully I'll get to talk to him tonight or at least by tomorrow.
I was happy until all that crap happend with Katie. Now I'm just so...I can't even put it to wordsmy feelings at this time. A little hurt, embarrassed, angry...I don't know. I've really got something else fo any importance to share. So I guess when I do [which will probably be more katie bullshit] I'll update again.
Adieu
[UPDATE]
Kait was actually sitting right behind me the whole time I was typing this journal. I could have sworn it was my father. I'm brilliant. Anyway, time to see if we can talk about this without her swinging at me. We'll see. I guess I'll be updating a little sooner than I have innitially anticipated.