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You know what I've noticed? There are somethings I don't and won't say in ehre as though I much rather tell someone and not someone else in fear of the wrong person reading, and getting pissy with me. I shouldn't be like that. Jamie isn't. None of my friends are. But like, in example: If I had a problem with Sterling, and I didn't want him to read it, but I wanted Jamie's advice, I'd just type it to him in an IM and not even put it in my journal, as I wouldn't want Sterling to read it. Which is really rather dumb as this is suppose to be MY journal. I should be able to say just about whatever the hell I want. Meh, I don't know.
Jordan is going to New Zealand. How cool is that? I, on the other hand have yet to get off this damn east coast! I'd so love to go to a completely different country. Hell, I'd be content going to the west coast for once. :P Jordan and I, we don't really talk that much. In a way, he's kind of like been "Jamie's friend" to me and I want to rid him from that label I've placed on him. :P But yeah I don't know. When he gets back, I'd like to speak with him more and stuff. That would be really nice.
I've been talking to Lot a lot about Ryan. God, guys are like oh so confusing. Here's the deal. Ryan and I dated like back in June, and I broke it off after like a week as for some reason it just didn't feel right. A few choice words were said between Ry and I, and needless to say, he and I are friends again. Those feelings I've had for him never really went away though. So i've been debating with myself to ask myself is it really worth going through all that crap again? I think so. But I don't know. He told Lot that he doesn't want it to end up like the last time. I fear rejection. :P So if anyone can come up with a fool-proof plan to get him to believe it won't end up the same way, and get him to date me and not reject me and break my heart, get at me. ;P
I'm back into habbo quite a bit. But because I moved and wasn't online for like what seemed to be ages, I hardly have any friends on there anymore. Not to brag, but I used to have TONS. Everyone used to hang out with me in my room. Now, like 90% of the time I sign on, no one's on! I've found myself wandering around the hotel just looking for someone decent to talk to. Jamie, woz and other's use Habbohotel.com, and I'm still on habbohotel.co.uk as that's where all my things are. Now, habbohotel.au opens this friday. Ryan and Lot are going to that one. So it's like sheesh the few people I do have I'll have to beg to come on .co.uk.
Katie moved back here. She's my niece. I've mentioned her on and off throughout this journal I'm sure and I've mentioned it to some of you who'll be reading this. Let me try and break this down as I have 6 nieces and I talk about them all. :P
I have 2 sister's. One's name is Laurie and one is named Lori. The one named Lori is the one i lived with for a while back in new york. Laurie moved back to new york with vikki and katie in April I believe. Vikki has a boyfriend, so she decided to stay in new york, but Laurie and Katie moved back down here. They weren't back in new york for a year and moved back here. Which is ncie as now I have someone to spend time with. Katie, she's nice to hang out with, but she isn't like someone like Jamie or someone who I could like not get sick of. ;p She and I have a lot of things in common. More than most, but there are things she does that bothers me like...quit a lot. So if I spend say a day or two with her, that's more than sufficiant. I think in one way, it could be that she's like me, a computer hog. When she comes over, she wants all my attention when I'm online, but when I let her on to check her email or something it turns into a 2-3 hour ordeal and it's like no, ya don't do that! When I would stay at her house, I'd sit there and watch Big Brother or something with Laurie while Katie was on her lap top. Did she offer to let ME on? I think not. Also, she lies...like not huge lies, but she's one of those types of people who think they need to dress things up in order to get someone's attention. I mean, she could say, Oh I went grocery shopping with my mother, but instead she says "I went grocery shopping, and we got attacked by comacozi canaries! We had to run back to the car before they killed us with their atomic bombs strapped to their heads!" it's like... um... no! I mean, sure that's over exagurating it just a smidgen, but still. That's how she is. Like the truth isn't good enough. So sometimes I really don't know WHAT to believe. Ah well.
Everyday grows closer to the day Jamie and I move in together! I honestly see this working out perfectly. I realized how much stuff Jamie and I have in common. Like, sure, he's a great person, but if I wanted to do something, more than likely he would agree it was a good idea, or wouldn't tell me not to. Earlier, he and I were talking about dating someone for their money. I told him that we should find a rich guy to pay our bills when we live together. He thought that was a good idea (obviously that won't happen, but a good idea in the sense he's okay with it ;p) I mean, not all people are like that. I just don't really see right now where things could go wrong. I think/hope Jamie feels the same.
Anyway, I was watching charmed the other night, (Jamie, maybe you can help me out here) and Piper and Leo was speaking to someone and they mentioned they had two sons. But I could have sworn the episode prior to that, Chris came back to talk to Leo and he said that he was dead. So... is Chris dead? And if so, how did he die? I missed like a few weeks so I need to get caught up and I'm too lazy to do my own research.
I'm considering going to a salon and having my hair dyed professionally. I really liked my hair when I was a blonde. I may go back to that. But I haven't had any "outlandish" colors in a while. I may jsut take a run to Sally's Beauty Sup. and buy some sort of dye. But what color? I need ideas. What color?! I've only had my hair purple and pink, so I'm kind of debating whether or not I should go with a different color or just go with blonde. My hair now is auburn, but my roots are growing back, and yeah I need to do something like soonish.
There's this song I heard on CMT earlier yesterday, and I downloaded it and it's been playing on repeat for the past hour. I just love it. I normally don't care much for nowadays country, as it doesn't sound even remotely close to what I've known to be country. But I love the song. I'll post the lyrics.
Like a cloud full of rain shouldn't hang in the sky
Ice shouldn't burn or a bumble bee fly
If you feel so happy, then why do you cry
Oh, nothin' 'bout love makes sense
Like an ocean liner shouldn't float on the sea
A pearl in an oyster or a circus of fleas
Someone so perfect can't be fallin' for me
Oh nothin' 'bout love makes sense
(Chorus)
Nothin' 'bout love is less than confusin'
You can win when you're losin'
Stand when you're fallin'
I can't figure it out
Nothin' 'bout love can make an equation
Nothin' short of amazin'
Wish I could explain it
But I didn't know how
The way that we dance
The reason we dream
That big Italian tower
Oh, how does it lean
Somethin' so strong shouldn't make me this weak
Oh, nothin' 'bout love makes sense
(Repeat Chorus)
Like the lights of Las Vegas glowin' out of the sand
A jumbo shrimp or a baby grand
How you touch my heart when you holdin' my hand
Oh, nothin' 'bout love makes sense
Oh, nothin' 'bout love makes sense
Oh, nothin' 'bout love makes sense
Oh, nothin' 'bout love makes sense
Anyway, I'm gonna go. I guess I've said all I need to say for now. I'm gonna get offline, make some Ramen (I know you love those, Jamie. ;]) and watch The Price is Right. Wooo!
Jordan is going to New Zealand. How cool is that? I, on the other hand have yet to get off this damn east coast! I'd so love to go to a completely different country. Hell, I'd be content going to the west coast for once. :P Jordan and I, we don't really talk that much. In a way, he's kind of like been "Jamie's friend" to me and I want to rid him from that label I've placed on him. :P But yeah I don't know. When he gets back, I'd like to speak with him more and stuff. That would be really nice.
I've been talking to Lot a lot about Ryan. God, guys are like oh so confusing. Here's the deal. Ryan and I dated like back in June, and I broke it off after like a week as for some reason it just didn't feel right. A few choice words were said between Ry and I, and needless to say, he and I are friends again. Those feelings I've had for him never really went away though. So i've been debating with myself to ask myself is it really worth going through all that crap again? I think so. But I don't know. He told Lot that he doesn't want it to end up like the last time. I fear rejection. :P So if anyone can come up with a fool-proof plan to get him to believe it won't end up the same way, and get him to date me and not reject me and break my heart, get at me. ;P
I'm back into habbo quite a bit. But because I moved and wasn't online for like what seemed to be ages, I hardly have any friends on there anymore. Not to brag, but I used to have TONS. Everyone used to hang out with me in my room. Now, like 90% of the time I sign on, no one's on! I've found myself wandering around the hotel just looking for someone decent to talk to. Jamie, woz and other's use Habbohotel.com, and I'm still on habbohotel.co.uk as that's where all my things are. Now, habbohotel.au opens this friday. Ryan and Lot are going to that one. So it's like sheesh the few people I do have I'll have to beg to come on .co.uk.
Katie moved back here. She's my niece. I've mentioned her on and off throughout this journal I'm sure and I've mentioned it to some of you who'll be reading this. Let me try and break this down as I have 6 nieces and I talk about them all. :P
I have 2 sister's. One's name is Laurie and one is named Lori. The one named Lori is the one i lived with for a while back in new york. Laurie moved back to new york with vikki and katie in April I believe. Vikki has a boyfriend, so she decided to stay in new york, but Laurie and Katie moved back down here. They weren't back in new york for a year and moved back here. Which is ncie as now I have someone to spend time with. Katie, she's nice to hang out with, but she isn't like someone like Jamie or someone who I could like not get sick of. ;p She and I have a lot of things in common. More than most, but there are things she does that bothers me like...quit a lot. So if I spend say a day or two with her, that's more than sufficiant. I think in one way, it could be that she's like me, a computer hog. When she comes over, she wants all my attention when I'm online, but when I let her on to check her email or something it turns into a 2-3 hour ordeal and it's like no, ya don't do that! When I would stay at her house, I'd sit there and watch Big Brother or something with Laurie while Katie was on her lap top. Did she offer to let ME on? I think not. Also, she lies...like not huge lies, but she's one of those types of people who think they need to dress things up in order to get someone's attention. I mean, she could say, Oh I went grocery shopping with my mother, but instead she says "I went grocery shopping, and we got attacked by comacozi canaries! We had to run back to the car before they killed us with their atomic bombs strapped to their heads!" it's like... um... no! I mean, sure that's over exagurating it just a smidgen, but still. That's how she is. Like the truth isn't good enough. So sometimes I really don't know WHAT to believe. Ah well.
Everyday grows closer to the day Jamie and I move in together! I honestly see this working out perfectly. I realized how much stuff Jamie and I have in common. Like, sure, he's a great person, but if I wanted to do something, more than likely he would agree it was a good idea, or wouldn't tell me not to. Earlier, he and I were talking about dating someone for their money. I told him that we should find a rich guy to pay our bills when we live together. He thought that was a good idea (obviously that won't happen, but a good idea in the sense he's okay with it ;p) I mean, not all people are like that. I just don't really see right now where things could go wrong. I think/hope Jamie feels the same.
Anyway, I was watching charmed the other night, (Jamie, maybe you can help me out here) and Piper and Leo was speaking to someone and they mentioned they had two sons. But I could have sworn the episode prior to that, Chris came back to talk to Leo and he said that he was dead. So... is Chris dead? And if so, how did he die? I missed like a few weeks so I need to get caught up and I'm too lazy to do my own research.
I'm considering going to a salon and having my hair dyed professionally. I really liked my hair when I was a blonde. I may go back to that. But I haven't had any "outlandish" colors in a while. I may jsut take a run to Sally's Beauty Sup. and buy some sort of dye. But what color? I need ideas. What color?! I've only had my hair purple and pink, so I'm kind of debating whether or not I should go with a different color or just go with blonde. My hair now is auburn, but my roots are growing back, and yeah I need to do something like soonish.
There's this song I heard on CMT earlier yesterday, and I downloaded it and it's been playing on repeat for the past hour. I just love it. I normally don't care much for nowadays country, as it doesn't sound even remotely close to what I've known to be country. But I love the song. I'll post the lyrics.
Like a cloud full of rain shouldn't hang in the sky
Ice shouldn't burn or a bumble bee fly
If you feel so happy, then why do you cry
Oh, nothin' 'bout love makes sense
Like an ocean liner shouldn't float on the sea
A pearl in an oyster or a circus of fleas
Someone so perfect can't be fallin' for me
Oh nothin' 'bout love makes sense
(Chorus)
Nothin' 'bout love is less than confusin'
You can win when you're losin'
Stand when you're fallin'
I can't figure it out
Nothin' 'bout love can make an equation
Nothin' short of amazin'
Wish I could explain it
But I didn't know how
The way that we dance
The reason we dream
That big Italian tower
Oh, how does it lean
Somethin' so strong shouldn't make me this weak
Oh, nothin' 'bout love makes sense
(Repeat Chorus)
Like the lights of Las Vegas glowin' out of the sand
A jumbo shrimp or a baby grand
How you touch my heart when you holdin' my hand
Oh, nothin' 'bout love makes sense
Oh, nothin' 'bout love makes sense
Oh, nothin' 'bout love makes sense
Oh, nothin' 'bout love makes sense
Anyway, I'm gonna go. I guess I've said all I need to say for now. I'm gonna get offline, make some Ramen (I know you love those, Jamie. ;]) and watch The Price is Right. Wooo!