Hmm is right...
Well, I'm a little pissy today. Maybe that's because I'm sleepy.
Anyhow, I just got done talking to Stan. You know, he really ticks me off. He doesn't think before he speaks. After saying something offensive, he realizes it and then apologises, but it's like, um, hello? you already said it. By saying you're sorry isn't going to magically erase what was just said 30 seconds ago. -_- Like earlier, I was sending him little voice recordings and he was listening to them again. He blurted out, "oh, you can really tell you have your tongue pierced, you have a really big lisp!" -_- I was like, gee thanks. Then he mentioned something else and I was just like, Actually, I've had that since I can remember as well...I was born to where I could barely hear, so while growing up, and learning how to talk, I just pronounced my words with a lisp. especially my S' or Sh...I never got my hearing aids until I was in 3rd grade. That's 8 years I lived without being able to hear very well. He replied, oh it could be due to your piercing. It's like um no... it's not. I know. Don't eevn try to do what you're doing. I finally started getting angry, because he does this everytime. He'll say something, and it may be something totally offensive or when I'm looking for something positive to come in his reply about something, he'll turn it negative. It's like gee, thanks I'm trying to keep my hopes up and you just throw my hopes down on the ground and stomp on them and then when you notice I'm upset, you then try and over compinsate for what you just did. I came out and told him, Do you not think I don't notice I have a lisp? Especially when being in elementary and grade school and having children pick on me, or point it out or something (just as he did) and it's not a very good feeling. I already am self concious about so many other things and this aswell and you point it out. You really need to think before you speak because you say things without thinking and then you realise what you said, and that is was a bad choice of words or whathaveyou and then you say you're sorry but you already said what you said.. you can't take that back... He then said he knew and he was sorry. I really hope he takes what I said seriously because right now, he's really just not on my good side. He's a nice guy and all... but oh boy can he erk me without even trying.
I know there was something else I wanted to say...But I forgot... lol. I think it's my niece, Beth's birthday today. ;o It's sad that I can't recall. I know the other 3 girl's birthday but I don't remember her's. "/ That's not good, is it? ;P
Oh! there's this song I downloaded... Well, I knew of it for like a long, long time as it's an older song (of course) but I just now actually downloaded it and listened to the lyrics. It's just a really meaningful song. Like, not completely, but to a certian extent it's like I can relate and feel what he's feeling. It's like a really good song. I'll post the lyrics here... I'm sure someone may know it... as i said it's an oldie... it's a classic. =]
Lookin' for love
I've spent a lifetime looking for you
Single bars and good time lovers, never true
Playing a fools game, hoping to win
Telling those sweet lies and losing again.
I was looking for love in all the wrong places
Looking for love in too many faces
Searching their eyes, looking for traces
Of what.. I'm dreaming of...
Hopin' to find a friend and a lover
God bless the day I discover
Another heart, lookin' for love
When I was alone then, no love in sight
And I did everything I could to get me through the night
Don't know where it started or where it might end
I turn to a stranger, just like a friend
I was looking for love in all the wrong places
Looking for love in too many faces
Searching their eyes, looking for traces
Of what.. I'm dreaming of...
Hopin' to find a friend and a lover
God bless the day I discover
Another heart, lookin' for love
You came a'knocking at my heart's door..
You're everything I've been looking for..
No more looking for love in all the wrong places
Looking for love in too many faces
Searching their eyes, looking for traces
Of what.. I'm dreaming of...
Now that I found a friend and a lover
God bless the day I discover
You, oh you, lookin' for love
In all the wrong places
Looking for love in too many faces
Searching their eyes, looking for traces
Of what.. I'm dreaming of...
Now that I found a friend and a lover
God bless the day I discover
You, oh you, lookin' for love
Anyhow, I guess that's about it for right now... I'm actually gonna finish doing up the dishes, then headin' to bed!
Anyhow, I just got done talking to Stan. You know, he really ticks me off. He doesn't think before he speaks. After saying something offensive, he realizes it and then apologises, but it's like, um, hello? you already said it. By saying you're sorry isn't going to magically erase what was just said 30 seconds ago. -_- Like earlier, I was sending him little voice recordings and he was listening to them again. He blurted out, "oh, you can really tell you have your tongue pierced, you have a really big lisp!" -_- I was like, gee thanks. Then he mentioned something else and I was just like, Actually, I've had that since I can remember as well...I was born to where I could barely hear, so while growing up, and learning how to talk, I just pronounced my words with a lisp. especially my S' or Sh...I never got my hearing aids until I was in 3rd grade. That's 8 years I lived without being able to hear very well. He replied, oh it could be due to your piercing. It's like um no... it's not. I know. Don't eevn try to do what you're doing. I finally started getting angry, because he does this everytime. He'll say something, and it may be something totally offensive or when I'm looking for something positive to come in his reply about something, he'll turn it negative. It's like gee, thanks I'm trying to keep my hopes up and you just throw my hopes down on the ground and stomp on them and then when you notice I'm upset, you then try and over compinsate for what you just did. I came out and told him, Do you not think I don't notice I have a lisp? Especially when being in elementary and grade school and having children pick on me, or point it out or something (just as he did) and it's not a very good feeling. I already am self concious about so many other things and this aswell and you point it out. You really need to think before you speak because you say things without thinking and then you realise what you said, and that is was a bad choice of words or whathaveyou and then you say you're sorry but you already said what you said.. you can't take that back... He then said he knew and he was sorry. I really hope he takes what I said seriously because right now, he's really just not on my good side. He's a nice guy and all... but oh boy can he erk me without even trying.
I know there was something else I wanted to say...But I forgot... lol. I think it's my niece, Beth's birthday today. ;o It's sad that I can't recall. I know the other 3 girl's birthday but I don't remember her's. "/ That's not good, is it? ;P
Oh! there's this song I downloaded... Well, I knew of it for like a long, long time as it's an older song (of course) but I just now actually downloaded it and listened to the lyrics. It's just a really meaningful song. Like, not completely, but to a certian extent it's like I can relate and feel what he's feeling. It's like a really good song. I'll post the lyrics here... I'm sure someone may know it... as i said it's an oldie... it's a classic. =]
Lookin' for love
I've spent a lifetime looking for you
Single bars and good time lovers, never true
Playing a fools game, hoping to win
Telling those sweet lies and losing again.
I was looking for love in all the wrong places
Looking for love in too many faces
Searching their eyes, looking for traces
Of what.. I'm dreaming of...
Hopin' to find a friend and a lover
God bless the day I discover
Another heart, lookin' for love
When I was alone then, no love in sight
And I did everything I could to get me through the night
Don't know where it started or where it might end
I turn to a stranger, just like a friend
I was looking for love in all the wrong places
Looking for love in too many faces
Searching their eyes, looking for traces
Of what.. I'm dreaming of...
Hopin' to find a friend and a lover
God bless the day I discover
Another heart, lookin' for love
You came a'knocking at my heart's door..
You're everything I've been looking for..
No more looking for love in all the wrong places
Looking for love in too many faces
Searching their eyes, looking for traces
Of what.. I'm dreaming of...
Now that I found a friend and a lover
God bless the day I discover
You, oh you, lookin' for love
In all the wrong places
Looking for love in too many faces
Searching their eyes, looking for traces
Of what.. I'm dreaming of...
Now that I found a friend and a lover
God bless the day I discover
You, oh you, lookin' for love
Anyhow, I guess that's about it for right now... I'm actually gonna finish doing up the dishes, then headin' to bed!