my car won't go...doo doo doo
Hmm.. I've got a few things to talk about today actually.
I just got back from Kelly's house. It was alright. Katie and I didn't get there until close to midnight, so they all thought we werent coming, and they all left to go mud bogging without us. I was sad. ;P But katie and I just drove around town for an hour or so and finally they came home and yeah... fun. I stayed up until about... 9 am this morning. I noticed how katie hates when richard tries to put the moves on her, but shes right there, flirting. touching him, telling him to bite her... it's like look, okay you're totally sending the wrong signals to this guy. You need to be upright blunt with him so Jessica says. He used to hit on me, but I ignore him 99% of the time I see him. So I don't give him any reason to try and put the moves on me, unlike her. Even sometimes I've seen them alone downstairs together, or on the stairs or outside together. It's like yeah, katie you say you don't want him to hit on you, let you act the way you do. I dunno..it seems she likes the attention.
Anyhow... my sis came to pick me up from kelly's as I messed up the car, and dad had to ride with her so he drove the car back..and sis was bragging about melissa and her having a new boyfriend...I actually started getting jealous of melissa. Like.. I don't mean to sound as if I'm bragging, but she has always been the one to be jealous of me. I loved that. We both competed for everything. We're the same age, I'm only 2 months older...so everything was a competition with us. I was the one in Lyric theatre, I was the one who went to talent shows and auditions. I was the only child when she had 3 other sisters...I was the one who had a lot of friends when she normally would tag along with us...And I liked that. I liked knowing she was a bit jealous of the things I have that she doesn't. I know that sounds so horrible, but it's true. Now, my sister was telling me how melissa is doing such a good job at work, (my sister and melissa work at the same palce) and their boss went up to my sis, and told her that melissa is exceptionally bright and a great asset to the company blah blah blah...and she met this guy where she works and they went to school together...well, they wound up talking a lot and they went to the fair and my sis said she caught them holding hands...and my sis was like, oh he's such a sweet guy, and if melissa ends up with him I'm going to be so happy and blah blah..the whole ride home I was feeling sick. I mean, I'm glad melissa's branching out on her own and stuff..but I sit here, no job, no boyfriend, no friends I can actually go see and spend time with...and here's melissa, with this great job, everyone loves her there and this great guy she's going to be if not already dating. It's just like...what happend to me? What happend to ME being the one with the boyfriend and the friends and her tagging along? it just kinda makes me mad, mad moreless that she has these things I want. I probably sound like such a jerk right now. Blah. Well, there is this one guy...he's a friend of Larry's. (kelly's boyfriend) but he's 22. He doesn't look it. I told him that. Katie and I were sitting at the kitchen table drinking coffee and he comes in right when we're going through ourmale bashing routine and he's like hey! not all men are pigs! and I go um... the few others who aren't are gay. and he scoffed and was like I'm not. I go, well I don't know you well enough to know whether or not you're gay or a pig. and he laughed at me... but he's really cute and funny...I start to get all nervous around him. That was like my 4th time meeting him. His name is Mike Davis. Now when I go over to kelly's I go over in hopes he stops by. Though whenever he stops over, it's usually like afternoonish when i first wake up, so i look like complete and utter crap. I dont think he's ever seen me with makeup on and my hair not thrown up in a pony tail lol. But if he can stand the sight of me makeupless and in pj's well then we'll be all set! lol
I really can't think of much more to talk about...So I guess I'll jet here.
I just got back from Kelly's house. It was alright. Katie and I didn't get there until close to midnight, so they all thought we werent coming, and they all left to go mud bogging without us. I was sad. ;P But katie and I just drove around town for an hour or so and finally they came home and yeah... fun. I stayed up until about... 9 am this morning. I noticed how katie hates when richard tries to put the moves on her, but shes right there, flirting. touching him, telling him to bite her... it's like look, okay you're totally sending the wrong signals to this guy. You need to be upright blunt with him so Jessica says. He used to hit on me, but I ignore him 99% of the time I see him. So I don't give him any reason to try and put the moves on me, unlike her. Even sometimes I've seen them alone downstairs together, or on the stairs or outside together. It's like yeah, katie you say you don't want him to hit on you, let you act the way you do. I dunno..it seems she likes the attention.
Anyhow... my sis came to pick me up from kelly's as I messed up the car, and dad had to ride with her so he drove the car back..and sis was bragging about melissa and her having a new boyfriend...I actually started getting jealous of melissa. Like.. I don't mean to sound as if I'm bragging, but she has always been the one to be jealous of me. I loved that. We both competed for everything. We're the same age, I'm only 2 months older...so everything was a competition with us. I was the one in Lyric theatre, I was the one who went to talent shows and auditions. I was the only child when she had 3 other sisters...I was the one who had a lot of friends when she normally would tag along with us...And I liked that. I liked knowing she was a bit jealous of the things I have that she doesn't. I know that sounds so horrible, but it's true. Now, my sister was telling me how melissa is doing such a good job at work, (my sister and melissa work at the same palce) and their boss went up to my sis, and told her that melissa is exceptionally bright and a great asset to the company blah blah blah...and she met this guy where she works and they went to school together...well, they wound up talking a lot and they went to the fair and my sis said she caught them holding hands...and my sis was like, oh he's such a sweet guy, and if melissa ends up with him I'm going to be so happy and blah blah..the whole ride home I was feeling sick. I mean, I'm glad melissa's branching out on her own and stuff..but I sit here, no job, no boyfriend, no friends I can actually go see and spend time with...and here's melissa, with this great job, everyone loves her there and this great guy she's going to be if not already dating. It's just like...what happend to me? What happend to ME being the one with the boyfriend and the friends and her tagging along? it just kinda makes me mad, mad moreless that she has these things I want. I probably sound like such a jerk right now. Blah. Well, there is this one guy...he's a friend of Larry's. (kelly's boyfriend) but he's 22. He doesn't look it. I told him that. Katie and I were sitting at the kitchen table drinking coffee and he comes in right when we're going through ourmale bashing routine and he's like hey! not all men are pigs! and I go um... the few others who aren't are gay. and he scoffed and was like I'm not. I go, well I don't know you well enough to know whether or not you're gay or a pig. and he laughed at me... but he's really cute and funny...I start to get all nervous around him. That was like my 4th time meeting him. His name is Mike Davis. Now when I go over to kelly's I go over in hopes he stops by. Though whenever he stops over, it's usually like afternoonish when i first wake up, so i look like complete and utter crap. I dont think he's ever seen me with makeup on and my hair not thrown up in a pony tail lol. But if he can stand the sight of me makeupless and in pj's well then we'll be all set! lol
I really can't think of much more to talk about...So I guess I'll jet here.