Oct 11, 2005 03:02
Wow, people seriously suck. Bre, if you read this, let me know if you ever got an email from Andrew, please seeing as how you're in that loop, or whatever.
Here's the deal, Andrew somehow got into my email account, binded it up with some mumbo jumbo, I can't get the pass back, so all my contacts are lost, and he emailede people saying that I'm this and that, also told some of my friends my name is Rebecca and that I'm not 18. I've also pretty sure I've got some sort of trojan, anyone know any goodspyware removers or anything to that effect? I'm going to make a new email address, so if you want it, let me know.
Aside from that nice welcome back present right there, tonight has been okay. I got my phone and internet on tonight. Unlimited long distance and cable internet... *grins* Heather is in heaven. I have some sort of appointment tomorrow of some kind, at 9:00 am, I'm thinking of pulling an all-nighter with Brandon. We'll see.
You know, I thought I'd be happier to be back to New York... but I'm not. I've become relatively close to Liz since I've been back, but that's it. Brittany... I don't know. I was hoping we could start out on a clean slate, but since I've been back, I've seen her aboutt 3 hours, 2 in which we were actually alone. She doesn't even want to take one day away from russell to spend some time with me. If we do hang out, he has to be there, or it has to be on a day he's off doing something else. I like Russell, don't get me wrong, but I haven't seen her for a year, yet she can't go one day without seeing him just so I could spend the night or her with me or at least spend more than 2 hours with me then have to go because Russell wants to go get something to eat. It's just not right. It hurt me the other day [more like a week and a half ago] when I wanted to spend the night with her or something, she was like well if Russell left on saturday, but hes not unttil sunday or monday, and I have school.. blah blah... big fucking deal, you see him everyday of the week, take one goddamn day out of your precious life to see me. But it just feels like it doesn't matter anymore. She's got my new number, she can call me, and we'll leave it at that. Saturday I was going to call her cell and leave my number on her voicemail, but she answered so I gave her the number, but then cut off the convo, because I knew it would be shortly thereafter anyhow. "Russell's here, I have to say bye.. blah blah blah.." *insert bullshit here* Anyways, that's enough of that.
You know that song.. Sugar, we're goin' down swingin', well I'm like.. in love with it. Yeah, a little late, I know, but it's such a good song.
Jenny or Liz, I haven't gotten around to calling you gals yet, so here's my number *519-1295* I think. :S So umm.. no excuses how about you... call me?
"Loaded god complex, Cock it and pull it!"
The lead singer from Fall Out Boy has such a beautiful voice... Sigh...
I spoke to Jamie online for a while, introduced him to Brandon, they seemed to hit it off, Brandon got into a fight tonight, so he wasn't up for talking on the phone, but then Jamie and I spoke on the phone for a while, was so fun. I love Jamie, he's moving here, whether he likes Watertown or not, he's moving here... Yeah...
Well, this is that. I'm done here, how about you assholes actually leave me comments this time, eh?
-Heather
somedays i hate everything. everyone and