Nov 05, 2010 20:58
Time is just going by so fast. Although some days are seem forever long at work, by the time I get home from getting Lily, make dinner, eat, bath her, get her to bed... it's 8pm and I'm exhausted and wonder where the time went. I just am so exhausted all the time now. I don't have the energy to do laundry dishes or simply clean up. I just want to sit and relax and then sleep. Ahh.. if only.
This weekend Michael has rented a hotel in Burlington and his parents are going to watch Lily over night. It's the first time she won't be with me overnight. I'm kinda freaking out. It might be nice to sleep in the next morning, if I can.
We're gonna do some Christmas shopping, see a movie and maybe get a drink. ooOOOooo
Still having some anxiety even thought that all sounds great. I'm sure she'll be fine but I can't help but worry. I just want to be there for her but I also want to sleep. can't have the best of both worlds I guess.