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ever get that deep down sick feeling? you know... that feeling you sometimes get when you have been left alone with your thoughts for to long? when all the "what if"s and "maybe"s come out to play. when all the truths you try to avoid catch up with you.... *sigh*
maybe i should make a better attempts to get out of this house. then again i have no desire to do anything with anyone. the people i actually would go hang out with have something more important to do or i have no way of getting ahold of them.
tomorrow im off to Rockford's Start of Summer Celebration. its kinda a good bye party for carl and i have to return stuff to hillary. yeah my "ex's" new girlfriend... well not really new cause they have been together for a while but she is new to me... carl wants me to play nice with her. why? so we allllll can be friends.... righto
oh shit... its the tenth.... im supposed to be getting a call soon to see if i will be helping run Drama Camp. woo. theat is if over 200 kids signed up.
i guess i can go finish that painting and get started on joey's
maybe i should make a better attempts to get out of this house. then again i have no desire to do anything with anyone. the people i actually would go hang out with have something more important to do or i have no way of getting ahold of them.
tomorrow im off to Rockford's Start of Summer Celebration. its kinda a good bye party for carl and i have to return stuff to hillary. yeah my "ex's" new girlfriend... well not really new cause they have been together for a while but she is new to me... carl wants me to play nice with her. why? so we allllll can be friends.... righto
oh shit... its the tenth.... im supposed to be getting a call soon to see if i will be helping run Drama Camp. woo. theat is if over 200 kids signed up.
i guess i can go finish that painting and get started on joey's