life blows
i dont know what to do or what to think anymore im not sure who i am or why im here so often i dream of leaving just packing and leaving not saying nothing to no one i just want to go and not come back not look back ever again i want to fly away just spread my wings and go i dont care where just away from here away from the pain away from the stress and away from the heartache i feel like im going to lose my mind with everything that i hide and keep to my self my stress outlet is gone and im not sure how or when i will find another something has got to give and soon otherwise i feel like im going to burst i dont eat right i dont sleep but it doesnt seem to bother anyone but me and on top of everything else my youngest doesnt feel well which in turn makes me feel bad too because there is limits to the things i can do for her and i want her to be well but stil i just want to get in my car and drive away without reason without regret and without destination and maybe one day i will be happy with life with me and with my situation i have a man i love but sometimes the love is just not enough to make me feel sane again i am afraid to find a doctor because im afraid they will find out what i already know lord knows i dont need that to happen anyway thats all for now.
love and peace to those who can afford it.
love and peace to those who can afford it.