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"Zo had ik deze droom zodra dat ik vrienden had en dat zij me niet negeerden of me uit dingen verlieten. En toen ontwaakte ik en ik vond me al alleen."
Lunch tomorrow with my absolutely amazing Cayla :-P lol
Gary's coming sometime tomorrow afternoon.
I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow night yet.
Babysitting New Years.
Georgia Aquarium with the family on the 1st
Visiting teachers sometime later that week.
Heading back to Charelston either the 7th or 8th.
Christmas was amazing. I love my family and it was nice to spend time with them.
Saw Mal finally and that was fun.
Went shopping and you know how much I love doing that.
So I'm not sure I'm coming home for Spring Break, I'm not coming home right when school lets out, and depending on when our lease starts on mine and Karen's apartment I'm thinking of not coming at all during the summer.
Some things I think are just better left as memories when all they do is hurt you now. I'd rather have someone tell me to my face what I've done wrong instead of having everyone pretend I don't exist.
I guess maybe I committed the unthinkable and for that no one will forgive me. But I figured people would be able to accept that I needed my own happiness for once instead of trying to make everyone else happy. Being happy myself...is that just too much to ask?
Lunch tomorrow with my absolutely amazing Cayla :-P lol
Gary's coming sometime tomorrow afternoon.
I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow night yet.
Babysitting New Years.
Georgia Aquarium with the family on the 1st
Visiting teachers sometime later that week.
Heading back to Charelston either the 7th or 8th.
Christmas was amazing. I love my family and it was nice to spend time with them.
Saw Mal finally and that was fun.
Went shopping and you know how much I love doing that.
So I'm not sure I'm coming home for Spring Break, I'm not coming home right when school lets out, and depending on when our lease starts on mine and Karen's apartment I'm thinking of not coming at all during the summer.
Some things I think are just better left as memories when all they do is hurt you now. I'd rather have someone tell me to my face what I've done wrong instead of having everyone pretend I don't exist.
I guess maybe I committed the unthinkable and for that no one will forgive me. But I figured people would be able to accept that I needed my own happiness for once instead of trying to make everyone else happy. Being happy myself...is that just too much to ask?