times change

Jan 03, 2006 17:31

so i got looking at my last post and i want to take it down but i wont
i hate the fact that i can't write unless i'm depressed
i love to write
but i don't feel like ebing depressed again
i did my time
i'm happy now
sadly its almost a loose loose situation
either be depressed or angry or upset or sumthing and be able to write or be happy and in a good mood and not be able to write
it just sounds so fake
it sounds fine when i'm writing it but when i go back its like shit on a screen
i hate it!
i geuss i'm giving up writing again
now its just me rambling on about nothingness about how great Steven is and how much i'm freaked out about school and how much fun i have with friends.... boring eh?
not that anyoen really understood my writing any way

enh maybe i'm just bitter
yeah thast prolly just it
no no i dont think so
man how sad is this i'm arguing with my self in a journal
i'm pathetic
i need a life

ok i'm going now

k no really
i;m going now

ok

bye

bye
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