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I read over the long angsty post again and I came to a realization. a few acutually I hate josh because crystal deserves better. I have a strange nack of character about only hurting people I don't know. after I know them I care about them and can't do to them what I do to the faceless crowd. sometimes. maybe it isn't that I know crystal maybe it's just that josh is taking advantage of love or desperation or whatever it is that girl feels for him. he's manipulating her in a very personal way that will one day lead her to a very lonely conclusion. or maybe not maybe I'm reading to much into it. I do care though it matters to me because he's exploting a cultural flaw to be a jackass and he wonders why his father in law hates him? he hates you because your a miserible human being who isn't fit for his daughter and soiled their line by making a halfer your arrogent self loathing fuck. that always makes me feel better. oh and cole I need to say it every once in a while. your religion makes you weak it makes you act in a certain manner to conform to god or you don't and your just going to hell, because a god shallow enough to create eternal damnation is too shallow to allow death bed conversions. i admire your conviction but still think your logic is soft headed. to believe that "god" saved you is a logical fallicy that does a disservice to all of human kind that we had to be created by god is an ignorant belief that robs us of our greatest acomplishments and gives all the praise to some douchebag to busy or too stubborn to prove his existance, oh and since he's so great and mystreious that I can't possibly know him how then when I die will everything be revealed? why wait if it is a war with satan why not tell me now I wanna kick some demon ass and wear a trench coat? and thats not jealiousy thats the healthy belief that while not yours sepcificly religion is killing thousands of people around the world as we speak from discrimination in india to fanatic bombings in iraq never mind Iran syria and some countries in Africa. and no your not a muslim extemist but your adhernt belief in the constitution as writtena nd christianity because you were raised that way shows that your easily mallible and form opinions based on others and not form your own.