Dec 08, 2004 01:20
im not in a good mood at all and i wrote this poem? or whatever the fuck you want to call it i dont care much for it but im putting in this anyways.
My thoughts begin to fade as I lay here
with my sore moistened eyes still
darkened only by indescribable pain
that has been brought upon me.
Sick of my heart so lonely
Disgusted in myself
longing for a lover true and affectionate .
Then I come back to reality and see
truth stab my unwanted heart.
For there is no guy who i could possibly
love more than the guy whom I have
already loved and will always.
Hopeless and tearful
my true love refuses to give back the
love we once had
So I not another choice but to move on
And faking myself with false
relationships
My day is done
And I will go another night weeping
For the one who once loved me back
And she lives on with her whoreish life
never forgetting her first and only
love.