is this what you wanted?
its a crazy world we live in...a crazy crazy world.
so basically...today...i did nothing...except edited my english paper so it is now completely ready to be turned in...and i kinda started studying for chem...but did VERY little...and i had basketball practice tonight...first one i've gone to...second one there's been...my team is terrible...on offense...only one other girl moves...and i played with her last year...but b/c of a lack of team mates...me n her depended on simply passing to one another...almost all the baskets we made in the scrimage were fastbreaks where one of us made the assist and the other scored...joy ;p
but yeah...iono...im less bitter and spiteful right now...maybe im making progress...maybe im hiding my feelings from myself...who knows...and yeah...im like...turning into brett in a way...because you see...im developing an infatuation with a person i talked to once over a week ago...a hott person...but a person ive talked to once...oh well...unless i talk to him again it shall fade soon...and then theres he who tormented me for a year...who [know that im single] wants me back and wants us together again...he even told me last night he regrets not having had a serious relatioship w/ me when we went out...but thing is...although hes a great friend and i love talking to him...im really not interested...which in a way makes me happy b/c it means i wont go down that road and get hurt again...but then part of me wishes i still liked him and could give him a second chance...oh well...for now...if anything happens it'll be a random hook up and nothing more...and then theres a third...who i had a fling with at one point...and i know i probably cant b/c it would be wrong to do...but still...i remember it and him being fun...and part of me wants to get back into that and see if it would actually work out...and then theres a fourth [i swear...if i get to five ill stop]...and hes on the rebound...and hes pretty...and hes fun to play with...and i dont know how i feel about him...all i know...is hes pretty...and fun to play with...im tempted to make up a fifth just so i can annoy those few who read this =)...but thats pointless...and im tired...so i wont
but yes...as you can see [*points up*]...my eyes are wandering and have picked out several possibilities...none of which are all too realistic...but still...we'll see what happens =)
YAY SEX!
so basically...today...i did nothing...except edited my english paper so it is now completely ready to be turned in...and i kinda started studying for chem...but did VERY little...and i had basketball practice tonight...first one i've gone to...second one there's been...my team is terrible...on offense...only one other girl moves...and i played with her last year...but b/c of a lack of team mates...me n her depended on simply passing to one another...almost all the baskets we made in the scrimage were fastbreaks where one of us made the assist and the other scored...joy ;p
but yeah...iono...im less bitter and spiteful right now...maybe im making progress...maybe im hiding my feelings from myself...who knows...and yeah...im like...turning into brett in a way...because you see...im developing an infatuation with a person i talked to once over a week ago...a hott person...but a person ive talked to once...oh well...unless i talk to him again it shall fade soon...and then theres he who tormented me for a year...who [know that im single] wants me back and wants us together again...he even told me last night he regrets not having had a serious relatioship w/ me when we went out...but thing is...although hes a great friend and i love talking to him...im really not interested...which in a way makes me happy b/c it means i wont go down that road and get hurt again...but then part of me wishes i still liked him and could give him a second chance...oh well...for now...if anything happens it'll be a random hook up and nothing more...and then theres a third...who i had a fling with at one point...and i know i probably cant b/c it would be wrong to do...but still...i remember it and him being fun...and part of me wants to get back into that and see if it would actually work out...and then theres a fourth [i swear...if i get to five ill stop]...and hes on the rebound...and hes pretty...and hes fun to play with...and i dont know how i feel about him...all i know...is hes pretty...and fun to play with...im tempted to make up a fifth just so i can annoy those few who read this =)...but thats pointless...and im tired...so i wont
but yes...as you can see [*points up*]...my eyes are wandering and have picked out several possibilities...none of which are all too realistic...but still...we'll see what happens =)
YAY SEX!