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so...since my last entry...i became incredibly angry at luke...cuz a lot of this cud have been prevented if he a]hadnt lied to me...and b]had told me about larsye...but neither happened...but knowing it couldve...for w/e reason helps...b/c it leaves me borderline angry at him...and honestly not wanting him back right now...b/c he broke a lot of trust...and he broke promises he shudnt have made and knew he shudnt have made...and he said some things that were just fucking cold and heartless...and one thing lead to another and he blocked me...so luke if u read this...thanks for being such a flaming asshole...it makes moving on a helluva lot easier
but it pisses me off too...wat is it w/ me and falling for assholes? oy. haha...oh well...time for hott rebounds! yay!
and yeah...i was "argueing" with john tonight haha...which means i was trying to come up w/ something i could say that he cudnt argue...i failed every time...i even threw some of my best stuff at him...like "potato"...but he came back and said "cucumber"...damn him >_< haha
so yeah...i was on my cloud earlier...luke brought me off of it...and now i feel perfectly fine...maybe its just spite...but still...this is insane progress...and it happened quickly...and it makes me so fucking happy =)...and i need progress...there is no longer motrin or tylenol anywhere in my house...so no more going up on clouds...so its a good thing i dont need to right now ^_^
but it pisses me off too...wat is it w/ me and falling for assholes? oy. haha...oh well...time for hott rebounds! yay!
and yeah...i was "argueing" with john tonight haha...which means i was trying to come up w/ something i could say that he cudnt argue...i failed every time...i even threw some of my best stuff at him...like "potato"...but he came back and said "cucumber"...damn him >_< haha
so yeah...i was on my cloud earlier...luke brought me off of it...and now i feel perfectly fine...maybe its just spite...but still...this is insane progress...and it happened quickly...and it makes me so fucking happy =)...and i need progress...there is no longer motrin or tylenol anywhere in my house...so no more going up on clouds...so its a good thing i dont need to right now ^_^