Whats this? Whats this?
What is this period of my life I am in where I want every girl in the world to like me. I put up a picture where girls cant see my face entirely. That way they can atleast get a taste of my personality before they judge me soley by appearence than i send them my best pic in which they either think im hot or they dont. I don't try to be hott at all I know i'm not. This one girl from georgia is just too sweet and I taint her constantly, I have no idea why. I call her names, make fun of her and boot her friends. I do not know what for. I blew up on her once and that started the whole thing, ever since I have been a dick to her. Poke shots at her every chance, and alls she does is swallow her pride and never attacks back. I don't want to do this anymore. I poke cause I want to get poked back by her. I find myself being able to relate my past to her present. Every time I turned my cheek and a tear welled up in my eye, everytime I swallowed my pride and backed down instead of sticking up for what I believe in. Back to what I was talking about If I can't keep every girl liking me than I can't ever like me it seems. Every time A bitch broke my heart she kept a piece of it to herself, and now i break every girls heart by flirting, and not being seriously interested in the ones I meet online anyways, Nicole. In a way theres no need to get over you as Its not you in specific that I am on. I am on , Britt, Sara, Kari, Stephany from Ohio, Jade From Ohio, every single whore that i ever cam 2 cammed with, Katy from Arizona, Ashley from Califonia, Megan from Lapeer, Stace from west part of canada, Shana from austrailia, and Kara (spicey) sorry for what I do. Maybe Some day I will just stop. And from november 8th to three weeks ago i had a girlfriend off and on and I never told you once. Sorry about it I know i am a son of a bitch and a mother fucking lying ass hole post a comment to take your best shot at me.
You may ask if this is my personality at the moment then how do I get girls to like me by my personality? The amazing ability to act and be fake comes from how I mimic others, when I am on voice I talk like a talk radio personality, when I am on cam i act like a comedian, when I am in chat I act likea bad boy, the girls tend to like one of the three and it starts there. In chat I also act as a guardian by kicking others out of the room because they are able to be honest that they are horny and want to watch a girl strip on cam, when I could not say that. Right now I am a man whore and I dont know if or when I will change. Hopefully those that know me at all will notice a change. Ever since I had a girl friend I didnt give a damn about I have been this way.
What about you what about me? What about Everything? What do I say when everything is overwhelming?
I don't want to be like this anymore but I am stuck.
You may ask if this is my personality at the moment then how do I get girls to like me by my personality? The amazing ability to act and be fake comes from how I mimic others, when I am on voice I talk like a talk radio personality, when I am on cam i act like a comedian, when I am in chat I act likea bad boy, the girls tend to like one of the three and it starts there. In chat I also act as a guardian by kicking others out of the room because they are able to be honest that they are horny and want to watch a girl strip on cam, when I could not say that. Right now I am a man whore and I dont know if or when I will change. Hopefully those that know me at all will notice a change. Ever since I had a girl friend I didnt give a damn about I have been this way.
What about you what about me? What about Everything? What do I say when everything is overwhelming?
I don't want to be like this anymore but I am stuck.