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I don't know what to do anymore. I want things to get better, though they never do.
I had a lovley conversation with him the other day.
He has no fucking idea how I feel.
Actualy he does, but he has...her...
Shes is so lucky.
He is so nice, and beautiful, and he knows what to say at the right time.
He makes me feel so loved, and cared for.
I have never gotten that feeling from anyone else.
I want to hang out with him.
He always makes excuses.
I'm not the one he wants to see...
Can't blame him.
We're moving away together though...hah
I can never get things right.
I can never tell people the way I really feel...
I wish I could.
It might be easier that way.
Untill the day I die, I spill my heart for you.
Oh well,
We all know my luck with guys.
I think that everythng is okay
When really they hate me...
Oh god....
And hes a secret crush too..
well he knew
But since we have chatted
we never really brought it up agian...
So I think he thinks that I don't feel it anymore.
But I do...
But now no one knows, and I like it that way..
Well I'm off
//.Le.Fin♥♥