help me?
well okay, now the information has somewhat changed (about the jj rumor) and idk what the hell is going on. my boss called me and told me that i needed 2 call jj b/c he came 2 her all upset over me. whatever. so i called and he picked me up and we hung out at the mall and at jokers for a little while. of course he asked me back out but i said no and he called me and woke me up early this morning telling me how he can change and how his life is nothing without me, he loves me and wants 2 marry me, etc.
im so fucking confused b/c i was finally coming 2 terms with being single and now all this shit. i love him and all but i dont like him and the shit he puts me through. i feel bad somewhat b/c he does have problems, but he cant afford meds w/o insurance and i know w/o them hes still gonna continue 2 do this shit. ::sigh:: and im not gonna ask for advice b/c i know what every1 will say......screw him, there is better,blah, blah, blah....but i would like a little feedback. try 2 put urself in my shoes
im so fucking confused b/c i was finally coming 2 terms with being single and now all this shit. i love him and all but i dont like him and the shit he puts me through. i feel bad somewhat b/c he does have problems, but he cant afford meds w/o insurance and i know w/o them hes still gonna continue 2 do this shit. ::sigh:: and im not gonna ask for advice b/c i know what every1 will say......screw him, there is better,blah, blah, blah....but i would like a little feedback. try 2 put urself in my shoes