sleep.........
im fuckin exhausted! i didnt get home until like 5am 4rm hangin at stephs. it was so packed. i still havent gotten my check cashed but i wanna spend the night over there tonight. i think that im bein vunerable b/c i think i could like matt......maybe....idk. i broke down and called jj yesterday and all we said was hi pretty much. hes moved on....im tryin....