Aug 31, 2006 20:12
It is hard to believe that summer is almost over... it feels like it just started... i have mixed feelings about this summmer, some was good and some was bad..
Mom is no longer talking to her side of the family.
Mom kicked me out cause i told her i got an apartment.
My Stepmom cussed me out and told me that she doesnt like me and hasnt for a long time.
I Lived with Leslie for a while.. that was an experience. let me tell you. a good one though
I Lived at the Shelter for about 2 weeks (Jake's) That was something let me tell you...
I got my Apartment. Paid for it all on my own. that was the best part of my summer. having a place to call home, a place to eat, sleep, and shower whenever i feel like it...
The summer must had gone by quick due to the massive amount of cigarettes i smoked due to being stressed out about everything. Not having a home, Not having parents there to help me out, Mom taking everything i had. I had to start from scratch with money.. whata bitch that was. Boyfriend issues. Missing Old ones. New one pissing me off, doing things that hurt me. we wont go into detail.
I have been trying to figure out what happend to Mike. i remember writing in here things about him and how he had made me feel. he is out of the picture now. To be honest with you i am not sure where he is and what happend to him, last i knew he was living back home. i hope he is okay. I want to tell him that i made it. i have been doing well. I achived all the goals that i had set for this summer... I just wish that i was in school. But mom wont give me the money that i had saved up... someday she wont b so stubburn...