id like to run to u.... ...If I could.
24 day left of Highschool. I am excited but not as much as i would be if my senior year would had went the way that i wanted it to.
how things are:
I live in Holt.
I go to Holt.
I have no date to my senior prom.
Dennis's kids still hate me.
I feel unwanted at home.
People are still turning their backs on me.
I am sick of my work, and people.
I dont talk to Greg that much.
My friends all moved away.
Dad and I arent close.
Gram is still sick.
I am no longer in dance.
I have short hair.
Dad doesnt call.
Dad doesnt invite me over.
I have good grades. (thats good)
How i wish things were:
I was in Jackson
I went to Northwest.
With Adrian, Kaleigh, Marcy, and Erin.
I was still in dance.
I had long hair.
There was no drama.
Work was wonderful.
You cared.
Greg and I were as close as we used to be.
Dennis's kids liked me.
We all got along.
Everyone wanted to be home.
Feel wanted.
Friends were still here.
Dad and I got along.
Dad wants to see me all the time.
Gram wasnt sick.
I had a date to my senior prom.
I hate that adrian has moved back, and that kaleigh is gone as well. i need them. i need them to talk to help me when i need it. Everyone here is crazy. no one has there head clear. that goes for me as well. i feel like i am complaining, but i hate that nothing is going the way that i want it to. and it stinks. I always thought things would be different. but life takes it course and changes it when u r the most happy.
i hate that when people say they will call u back and they dont. or when minutes turn into hours. thats rude. i hate that when i wasnt sure about what i wanted, and u couldnt get enough of me. and now seems like we never see each other, but some how u have had enough of me.
it makes me sad to listen to Jacqueline and Zack
how things are:
I live in Holt.
I go to Holt.
I have no date to my senior prom.
Dennis's kids still hate me.
I feel unwanted at home.
People are still turning their backs on me.
I am sick of my work, and people.
I dont talk to Greg that much.
My friends all moved away.
Dad and I arent close.
Gram is still sick.
I am no longer in dance.
I have short hair.
Dad doesnt call.
Dad doesnt invite me over.
I have good grades. (thats good)
How i wish things were:
I was in Jackson
I went to Northwest.
With Adrian, Kaleigh, Marcy, and Erin.
I was still in dance.
I had long hair.
There was no drama.
Work was wonderful.
You cared.
Greg and I were as close as we used to be.
Dennis's kids liked me.
We all got along.
Everyone wanted to be home.
Feel wanted.
Friends were still here.
Dad and I got along.
Dad wants to see me all the time.
Gram wasnt sick.
I had a date to my senior prom.
I hate that adrian has moved back, and that kaleigh is gone as well. i need them. i need them to talk to help me when i need it. Everyone here is crazy. no one has there head clear. that goes for me as well. i feel like i am complaining, but i hate that nothing is going the way that i want it to. and it stinks. I always thought things would be different. but life takes it course and changes it when u r the most happy.
i hate that when people say they will call u back and they dont. or when minutes turn into hours. thats rude. i hate that when i wasnt sure about what i wanted, and u couldnt get enough of me. and now seems like we never see each other, but some how u have had enough of me.
it makes me sad to listen to Jacqueline and Zack