PoEm TiMe

[painfullytaken]

as my life passes me by i stop to catch my breath
looking at all of things i fucked up, nothing's left
just the blood that has caked up on my soft and small wrists
why do i do these things, why do i always get so pissed
watching the tears mix with the warm liquid that i leave
i shake my head in disapointment, i didn't succeed.
i am still alive feeling the pain and the torment of being here
wanting death more than anything, i wipe away the last tear
licking the blood from the wound and smiling with a twisted grin
i will try it all over but this time i will do the ultimate sin
i will open the bottle and let it slowly drip on my past
letting it all fade away, i slip into the empty glass
drowning away in all of my fears and letting it all disappear
it's the one thing i call mine, this solitary and lonely tear