Ahhh Deal With It
OK. I stole this idea from some
one but outta respect i'll keep it confidential. this is what i'm gonna
do. i am going to talk about ten people, who have either affected my
life in a good way, or a bad way or just cuz i wanna talk about them.
you won't know who they are unless you think its you. now i'm not too
sure if your all gonna be in there cuz secretly i dispise you all....
wow just kidding. hu tough crowd.but seriously, if you wanna know ask.
or guess. i still at this point not sure who i am gonna say. anywho
i'll proceed....duh duh duhd duhhhhhhhh *dodges rocks*
never let anyone give you your oppinion.
- ok, as stupid and elementry as this sounds, honestly. i really highly doubt that i would be here tonight if it wasn't for you. you helped me in more ways then i can think. too many people said not to go near you cuz i'd get burned, and it just goes to show that some times its best to only listen to your heart. i found the good in you and you brought out one of the best things in me. i don't know if its even possible to love someone this much, with out being in love with them.
- your a dick. but the best dick that i know. and you would be the first one to comment on that pervertivness of that line. as wrong as it sounds its true. your there when i need you especially when crunch time comes. we went through to mush shit not to be this tight. enough with the joked damn,. you put a smile on my face....ussually
- eveyone has a person who brings them down in there life. your that person. your the person i hate to love. so i've come to the conclusion that i have to wash my hands of you. and start to see things for myself. you kick me when i'm down and you don't even know it. to see through phoneyness so thick is gotta be some sort of a supper power. a person can only take so much shit
- you put yourself down way too much. you act like your god's very own dissapointment. and its all i can do to show you that your not. that your a person worth loving. and that it doesn't matter who you are or who your with or what you did, your still you, and you don't have to put your head down for what you believe in. cuz even if the people who are supposed to love you don't. i still do. fuck um right. i know i know. easier said then done. don't change for anyone
- i love being around you. i love who i am when i'm with you and i can't help having a smile on my face when i see you. i do believe fate has tried to ruin our friendship. but i do love our strange conversations. i know i confuse the hell outta you. but you get me. you know. you really fucking get me, and you don't laugh or make fun when a giraff might come up and he's wearing a tutu. cuz we both know thats natural.*nudge nudge*
- you mean a lot more to me then you know. and straange but true,its the little things that put a smile on my face.i could be standing right next to, and its like your not even there. and oddly enough, all i wanna do is stand next to you. cuz your great and you have a heart of a saint. too jaded for this world. as much as i know...your a very charasmatic person. and you don't even know it. that kills me. it really does.
- you act like there is no one above me. you say you love me with all your heart, and the crazy thing is... i believe you. the only thing is is that i can't trust you. your good for your word and you wouldn't hurt a fly. your the gentalmen of all gentlemen. yet its like ... its like your hidding from something and i can't tell what it is. you put your heart on your sleeve, and i'm not good enough for you. cuz all it'll take is a little push and your falling so hard. and i know your gonna break when you land. i wish you would see that i am not special. and i am not amazing. but just some stupid little girl, who's not worth knowing.
- sometimes i think your the one who has all the answers but we both know its me, nah just kidding. your a bitch. but i would die for you. i love you and not just cuz i have to either. trust me you make it really diffucult some times. but i see through your tough persona. i see you for the one you really are. the good the bad and the ugly.i talk to you about everything, yet nothing at all. if that makes any sence at all. and you know everything about me, yet nothing. yeah believe me it's possible. and the great thing is that you know exactly what i am talking about.
- yeah i know you know me. and i deffinitelly know you. for the longest fucking time i couldn't get you outta my mind. every where i went i saw you. i prayed that i would be able to get you off my mind, but then i realized that i needed that. you where the perfect thing that i needed in my life to get me through the day.at that time. as sad as it was. i wish i was, well not here, but with you.true. you do make it hard for me to breath when i see you. probley only cuz i do once every two too three months now. but boy is it worth it. no one and i mean no one. puts a smile on my face like you do. i only wish i could tell you. maybe i should find out your name first. (hey don't look at me like that guys, you never fell in love with some one you didn't know?... but i liked it that way for some reason, now i don't feel that way, but its killing me as to how or when or what name it is)
- your the last but not the best sorry...you took all there was took take and then you took some more leaving me more drained then anything. i hate you so much. the countless hours i spent tourchering you in my mind is nothing compared to the pain you have put me through. see if i was related to you, or if i was friends with you, or even if i had a fucking problem with you. then i would understand. but all i wanna do is fucking cut your balls of and make you eat them. i could continue on forever but you wouldn't know. and the sad part is. oh do i believe in karma. oh i really do. but never to the people who deserve it. what comes around goes around. but it seems to always never come around to you. you'll get yours one day. be it in this life or the next
never let anyone give you your oppinion.