Geez

[painfulhonesty]

I think I'm destined to be alone. I think I'm too picky, too unwilling to make room in my life, and too reclusive to even have a shot at meeting someone I would be willing to consider rearranging my life for.

I'm not very upset by this. I don't get lonely very often, and when I do, it goes away quickly.

I hesitate to say that this is conclusive, but right now I'm feeling it is all but. I have no plans to make any efforts in the near future.