And it seems that this experiment isnt going quite the way i planned
HOLY FUCKING SHIT ROAR!
im so goddamn confused and frustrated and pissed off at everything in my life right now it isnt even funny! i havent been this bad in a really long time and it is so fucking frustrating. Its like i cant handle my life right now. I have NO motivation to get out of bed in the morning, i dont want to go to class. The only thing i look forward to lately is saturday night because i work saturday nights. I have so much fun at work. The atmosphere is so fun and great and i have people like Paul, Soob, and Joe that i feel like i can really talk to and connect with (which is REALLY weird with me b/c i usually dont do that this fast) and then i have people like Adam, Charley, Terry, and Vinny that i can just joke with and BS with at work. I miss work so much. I think i might start making the 1/2 hour drive from school to Westfield so I can work Wednesdays, Fridays, and Saturdays...maybe Sundays too. idk. its one of the only things that makes me smile right now so why not.
im so goddamn confused and frustrated and pissed off at everything in my life right now it isnt even funny! i havent been this bad in a really long time and it is so fucking frustrating. Its like i cant handle my life right now. I have NO motivation to get out of bed in the morning, i dont want to go to class. The only thing i look forward to lately is saturday night because i work saturday nights. I have so much fun at work. The atmosphere is so fun and great and i have people like Paul, Soob, and Joe that i feel like i can really talk to and connect with (which is REALLY weird with me b/c i usually dont do that this fast) and then i have people like Adam, Charley, Terry, and Vinny that i can just joke with and BS with at work. I miss work so much. I think i might start making the 1/2 hour drive from school to Westfield so I can work Wednesdays, Fridays, and Saturdays...maybe Sundays too. idk. its one of the only things that makes me smile right now so why not.