I think I'm going to die by 2009
I really think that this commercial photography course will be the death of me. Mondays and wednesdays I'm at school for 12 hours. Tuesdays I'm only there for 4 hours for an intro to Mac class
Then there's thursday through saturday (and sometimes sunday) that I just work.....and it'd be all good and everything except I get paid shit and....
my books for just commercial photography and intro to mac are going to cost somewhere around $165 that I don't have. that I need to come up with really soon.
Not to mention that there's a supply list of things that I need pretty soon that include things such as:
An external Hard Drive (120gb or greater according to intro to mac, 500GB according to commercial photography)
A thumb drive (1 gb or greater)
really expensive print paper
ridiculously priced tank and reels
my soul
some other stuff I can't remember right now
I am so stressed. I'm really excited about the class, but I'm a little concerned about my capabilities. Ugh, I knew it was expensive, but SHIT.
I mentioned to my mom the idea of a student loan, and she yelled at me =\
Step 1 will be to find a new job, I know. But shit I can't even afford new clothes for a new job.
I'm determined though and I'm trying not to let it discourage me, because money has stopped me from doing things before, but christ man!
Money is stupid.
Ugh I just felt that I needed to share with someone.
Then there's thursday through saturday (and sometimes sunday) that I just work.....and it'd be all good and everything except I get paid shit and....
my books for just commercial photography and intro to mac are going to cost somewhere around $165 that I don't have. that I need to come up with really soon.
Not to mention that there's a supply list of things that I need pretty soon that include things such as:
An external Hard Drive (120gb or greater according to intro to mac, 500GB according to commercial photography)
A thumb drive (1 gb or greater)
really expensive print paper
ridiculously priced tank and reels
my soul
some other stuff I can't remember right now
I am so stressed. I'm really excited about the class, but I'm a little concerned about my capabilities. Ugh, I knew it was expensive, but SHIT.
I mentioned to my mom the idea of a student loan, and she yelled at me =\
Step 1 will be to find a new job, I know. But shit I can't even afford new clothes for a new job.
I'm determined though and I'm trying not to let it discourage me, because money has stopped me from doing things before, but christ man!
Money is stupid.
Ugh I just felt that I needed to share with someone.