An update in the wee hours....

[painful_mistake]

I'm less than content with my life

-I need a job
-I need to clean my room
-I need more time with brandon
-I need to stop letting some of the things he does get to me
-I need to relax
-I need to get out of my house for a very very very long time.
-I feel like I need a lot more but I don't know what it is.

It's been a long time since I've spent the night at someone's house. I need to get away.

I need....

Shit I don't even know what I need anymore. I need to stop feeling like I need shit.

I feel like I'm losing it.