Aug 28, 2006 12:02
OMGOSH OMGOSH. God is using me so much - especially in a mighty way on Saturday, I had to confront my neighbor about going to this "Landmark Forum" thing in which they basically teach all the principles of the Bible but remove Christ. (speak positive over your situation, you become what you speak, etc.)
I was afraid to confront her, but I told her what I really discerned about it and SHE RECEIVED what I had to say, THEN God used me to encourage her (shes in a really hard situation - she backslid to date this worldly guy 2 years ago and had 2 babies with him and now theyre breaking up, hes definitely sent from the devil, and shes rededicated her life to the Lord and he is moving out). So shes vulnerable but God used me to thwart the enemys plan to suck her into the path that "seems right."
She got so encouraged by what god said through me that she showed me the vision God placed in her heart for a ministry, and its realluy good!! Shes only showed 1-2 other people. So God had me give her a workbook by Paula White called "Birthing your dreams" and shes already started on it, making plans for how she can begin to step out on faith and make it happen!!! God literally used me to help her birth her dream!
Then my downstairs neighbor who is a coke addict - God used me to tell her my testimony and all the things God has done for me, the miracles he has worked - and she got so excited and received everything I had to say and asked me to come to church with me. So shes coming to church. She was supposed to come yesterday but of course the enemy interrupted it , she went out and didnt come home all night but i know I did the same thing, Gods Word doesnt return void. God told me Im to become freinds with her and build relationship so He can speak to her. So thats in the works.
Last night at church was SOO awesome. Me and this guy God is bringing around flirted alot.. then I SPOKE in front of the church about what I learned from Pastors teachings on the blessing of Abraham lately and it was kind of like I shared a mini-revelation and I was so scared at first but when that mike got in my hand...I knew I was home. Everyone told me I sounded very articulate, interesting, and could definitely preach. This was just the Lord validating me. It was all Him though - Bonney would have sooner crawled under her chair rather than get up before all those people and testify and share revelation. This was just amazing. And I cracked a joke while on the mic and everyone was cracking up. I was shaking with the power of God and after I handed the mic back, I felt drunk, I wanted to be able to tell people more and I felt so much stronger and bolder after that. It was crazy. Oh and the youth told me later they were cheering for me when they saw me on the big screen. Like whoa.
And God is bringing this REALLY awesome man of God around, and I ahve been somewhat intimidated by him because hes got such a call of God on his life, but we were flirting all yesterday a little bit and that was really cool. I thought my phone would be back on today so I told him I would call and now my phones not really going to be on!! Its going to be on tomorrow but I said I would call today! So, either God wants to keep him in suspense or I need to call on my lunch from work but thats not really a good time is it?
Here is something amazing:
The Holy Spirit told me last week that I was going to come into a nice windfall of money, a few thousand dollars and He told me I was to sow a seed with almost half of it and pay bills with the other half and warned me not to buy clothes with it. SO Im telling you all to hold me accountable.
THEN Pastor announced he wrote a new book and couldnt think of a title, but the book is on leadership. He said if anyone can give him a title for it and he uses it, he will bless them. I just resolved to pray till God gave it to me.
Well I was writing last night on the book God gave me to write, I mean I was flowing in the Holy Ghost, and after I wrote a sentence, it jumped out at me in 3-D off the computer screen. And I knew then that it would be the title for Pastors book. I just have a strong feeling in my Spirit, I know its going to be what Pastor uses. Its really good - hey after all God gave it to me. So i emailed it to Pastor and we will see what happens.
So you can all think its crazy, but wait till it comes to pass - then you will know that God has done these things and not me. He gets ALL the glory. SO much going on. The famine is breaking!!