Sigh
I am so good at and burn with passion to do Gods work. But Im awful at just knowing Him. Just stopping to pray and fellowship with Him. I mean Im being hard on myself, Im not awful at it, but I just have much more zeal to work His works than to sit and home and pray all the time. Why is it easier for me to DO for God than it is to KNOW Him? Seeing others realize Him and when He takes a hold of me and speaks through me to someone else - that is an amazing thing that both ministers to me and everyone around. God is awesome and I love to work for Him. Its not work though. Its a natural flow.