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Jun 21, 2006 12:21

Learning SO much right now. How to confront. how to stand up and say in love, "No more!" How to not be a doormat, the Lord's way. How to seek God wholeheartedly in a new and more vivid way. Pain often turns into power if you go to God about it. Pain turns into sorrow and depression if we cling to it and wallow in it. I know God has my best interests in mind, and its sad that sometimes I dont. But thats why we need our Father because if we sat around worrying about how we could get hurt all the time, we would not seek his will completely. He who regards the clouds does not sow. He who looks to the external doesnt take action to work Gods will.

Also, the person who hides their talents in the earth is doing so out of fear, and Im not going to ever do that. There are talents I have that HAVE been hidden out of fear, but that is being taken off and pulled away, like another layer of worldliness that was grown over my spirit that the Holy Spirit has come and gently blown off of me.

Also, laziness to just stand up and do what I know I need to do has been holding me back, and no more. The last few days I have been so much more proactive, take charge, and learning to balance that with walking in love and not being like a Mack truck running people over. Thats the extreme I never want to take it to. I can see God moving my life around and its working those weak muscles out spiritually big time. I love it, and I wouldnt have it any other way. I know very awesome things are coming way. But Im focused; Im an ambassabor of the most High God. And my will is to do the will of Him who sent me.

Yesterday I got to pray for two people on the phone: both unsaved currently, and one who called me out of nowhere crying, this guy who just lost his grandmother. God is so awesome, I love how He brings people to me to counsel...Well Im doing good, abounding in the work of the Lord. Im about my Fathers business. Love you all.

-B
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