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If Pv doesn't hurry up and show me that he actually wants a chance with me, he's going to lose it. When I talk to him, he says he does. He feeds me all these lines...but I'm not going to be stupid enough to believe them anymore. I need proof. I need more than one conversation every two weeks. And that's the long and short of it.
I think he may be just about too late anyway. Patrick is such a good man; he's so sweet and caring - the perfect combination of the gentle touch and the raging, passionate fire. He can disarm me with a look...and I love it, even though it scares the hell out of me. When I'm with him, I feel like my soul is walking around with no clothes on.
I don't want to give up on Pv....but my fears came true: the only thing that's now stopping him from calling me is himself. Even when he knows my potential trip to virginia hangs in the balance of his communication....fucking 21 year old. They're so bloody stupid.
I think he may be just about too late anyway. Patrick is such a good man; he's so sweet and caring - the perfect combination of the gentle touch and the raging, passionate fire. He can disarm me with a look...and I love it, even though it scares the hell out of me. When I'm with him, I feel like my soul is walking around with no clothes on.
I don't want to give up on Pv....but my fears came true: the only thing that's now stopping him from calling me is himself. Even when he knows my potential trip to virginia hangs in the balance of his communication....fucking 21 year old. They're so bloody stupid.