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So I don’t really know what to think of my job anymore. I love my guys, I really never want to leave them. I know that whatever happens they will always be in my life. As long as I live near them I will see them. I will bring a wonderful man to church or bingo. I will bring a hilarious little man to the swings, another out to dinner. And if I move phone calls and letters. But I don’t know how much longer I can do it…work there. May be I just don’t work with the kind of heart I do when I am working actual shifts with them.
What I do know is I can not work well when I am being reprimanded about something everyday. I know them and I do anything I can to make them feel like someone is doing something for them and not just because it is their job, yet that all gets over looked…the compassion seems to be lacking…
Maybe a transfer? I worry that if I ask for a transfer it could end nastily.
What I do know is I can not work well when I am being reprimanded about something everyday. I know them and I do anything I can to make them feel like someone is doing something for them and not just because it is their job, yet that all gets over looked…the compassion seems to be lacking…
Maybe a transfer? I worry that if I ask for a transfer it could end nastily.