Mar 20, 2004 13:39
Ok..well Im being avoided by one of my favorite people, everytime I call him, it goes straight to his voice mail, or it just rings and rings and rings. I dont get it. He says he cares about me, and he usually calls me, and by this time, we've already have been on the phone for like 3 hours. But he hasn't called me or anything. Yeah I know todays his birthday, but he promised me he would call first thing in the morning. I don't get it. Not at all. I was just hoping to hear from him long enough to tell him happy birthday. Well..I don't know anyone..am I that digusting? Is it that I'm that ugly? Oh god. I don't know. I just don't get anything anymore. And Racheal was suppose to stay the night at my house last night, but never called me back. Oh well. I'm over it. I don't care anymore. I'm pretty much set. I have no friends. Thank you very much. =) No, I have a few friends, but I don't see them that much. Oh well..It happens. But yeah...
Other than that, my life has been absolutly shitty. I hate people..thank you and goodnight.
I wish I had a gun...