An entire life surrounded by monsters and devils....
It’s all been quite interesting. Simply arriving to this point has been an experience unlike any other. It does frustrate me now, having lived pretty fast through all the fun, all the pain and all the madness that now I have to sit and wait. Yet I still don’t know what’s ahead of me. It might be the beginning of a brand new life with far more complexities that I could ever imagine or even considered OR a new open path to a road well traveled with promises of fruition to some of my small whimsical dreams. Either way I have prepared my self completely for both outcomes. I am happy and somehow content yet very eager to finally see the end of the insanity and to be able to now live the rest of my life with some sort of inner peace. I didn’t think I’d make it in one piece or at all to this place and this time. I have no regrets for I have done, been, seen and experienced more then most would dare or be able to. Life is an amazing journey, an awesome fucking ride. I think it’s funny that as soon as I commit to the idea of dying a quick and easy death everything has changed so drastically and dramatically. There is no fear. There’s nothing anyone or anything can do that hasn’t already been done. Ahahaha….I’m certain if given the chance for a do over…I would do everything all over again exactly the same…well, maybe just 95% of everything ahahahaha……
I'd rather live an interesting and troublesome life than a boring common simple one.
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